Im sad. Okie Im really sad. I cant attend the CPT camp with my friends tomorrow. :'( I'll have to go with other students from cohort 5 or 6 (juniors okie) WTH! Hmm.. M so dissapointed,really wanted to spend some time there with friends and lecturer's. Haiz! Tomorrow wil be the first day of camp,n Im gonna be in my house,stucked in my bed. Huhu T.T tsk.tsk.
Im bed-rested till 13th February and will only be back to college on the 14th February, its kinda long huh? Im gonna be super duper bored being in the house w/o any activities. Arggh.. If i could change the time,I change my plan and should had never attend the 'walking wif charriots' plan. Its too late now huh?
Maybe there's something better GOD has for me in future. I believe in that and keep going. But Im missing alot of classes in this second sem. One of my resolution for this year is to not skip clasess without reason,and now I do have a strong reason,but my heart don't seem to agree with it. I hope I can manage with all my lessons,assignments and Assesments.
God,show me some GRACE.
Tats all for today.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Broked my Coccyx bone :'(
Its been times since I blog about myself and kept copy-paste-ing stuffs. Alot of things happened in this few weeks time. Im currently bed-rested at home. I fall down and broke my coccyx bone. Coccyx bone is the last part of the vertebral column. There are 5 bones fused together there,and two broked and separated from the fusion. It hurts like hell. And there's no treatment for this except an operation,which they'll only consider if things goes worst. Mum is in holiday to take care of me. She's the only one by my side. The worst part is I can't even go to toilet,because Im not able to sit on the toilet bowl. Haiz! And what makes my life miserable right now is, I have to attend a camp from 24-28th January which requires me to do activities. This camp is about my Certified Personal Trainers (CPT)'s certificate. If the hours of activity is not completed,I wont be getting the CPT cert at the end of the day.
Mum had a talk with my Lecturer whose also the CPT's incharge,He said I cant skip this time and must foloow the next batch who'll be going for this camp since Its a compulsory to get this cert. If Im goin with the next batch,tey gonna be a complete stranger to me and I'l be missing a week of studies in my Sem. All this are completely making me to be at the lowest point of earth. Wish to see some better ways to get out of this.
Kinda bored just lying down in house doing nothing. My bestie,Cheelo will be coming tomorrow to visit and stay with me for couple of days. Hope I can feel much better with her presence. I do sense my mothers care and love towards me at the maximum level. She bath me,cook for me,feed me,change my clothes,put me up to sleep. Wow! I never know a mother's love will be this great. Maybe GOD's showing me,whose there for me when Im down :) I love u Mum !
Thats all for now :)
Mum had a talk with my Lecturer whose also the CPT's incharge,He said I cant skip this time and must foloow the next batch who'll be going for this camp since Its a compulsory to get this cert. If Im goin with the next batch,tey gonna be a complete stranger to me and I'l be missing a week of studies in my Sem. All this are completely making me to be at the lowest point of earth. Wish to see some better ways to get out of this.
Kinda bored just lying down in house doing nothing. My bestie,Cheelo will be coming tomorrow to visit and stay with me for couple of days. Hope I can feel much better with her presence. I do sense my mothers care and love towards me at the maximum level. She bath me,cook for me,feed me,change my clothes,put me up to sleep. Wow! I never know a mother's love will be this great. Maybe GOD's showing me,whose there for me when Im down :) I love u Mum !
Thats all for now :)
43 things that girls wish their boyfriend knows..
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.
#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she's scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don't let her have the last word.
#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.
#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
#40 Let her know she's important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too
#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.
#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she's scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don't let her have the last word.
#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.
#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
#40 Let her know she's important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too
Happy Relationships
50 things for a 'Happy Relationship'
* Start each day with a kiss.
* Wear your wedding ring at all times.
* Date once a week.
* Accept differences.
* Be polite.
* Be gentle.
* Give gifts.
* Smile often.
* Touch.
* Talk about dreams.
* Select a song that can be "our Song".
* Give back rubs.
* Laugh together.
* Send a card for no reason.
* Do what the other person wants before he or she asks.
* Listen.
* Encourage.
* Do it his or her way.
* Know his or her needs.
* Fix the other person's breakfast.
* Compliment twice a day.
* Call during the day.
* Slow down.
* Cuddle.
* Ask for each other's opinion.
* Show respect.
* Welcome the other person home.
* Look your best.
* Wink at each other.
* Celebrate birthdays in a big way.
* Apologize.
* Forgive.
* Set up a romantic getaway.
* Ask, "What can I do to make you happier?".
* Be positive.
* Be kind.
* Be vulnerable.
* Respond quickly to the other person's request.
* Talk about your love.
* Treat each other's friends and relatives with courtesy.
* Send flowers every Valentine's Day and anniversary.
* Admit when wrong.
* Be sensitive to each other's sexual desires.
* Pray for each other daily.
* Watch sunsets together.
* Say "I love you" frequently.
* End the day with a hug.
* Seek outside help when needed
* Start each day with a kiss.
* Wear your wedding ring at all times.
* Date once a week.
* Accept differences.
* Be polite.
* Be gentle.
* Give gifts.
* Smile often.
* Touch.
* Talk about dreams.
* Select a song that can be "our Song".
* Give back rubs.
* Laugh together.
* Send a card for no reason.
* Do what the other person wants before he or she asks.
* Listen.
* Encourage.
* Do it his or her way.
* Know his or her needs.
* Fix the other person's breakfast.
* Compliment twice a day.
* Call during the day.
* Slow down.
* Cuddle.
* Ask for each other's opinion.
* Show respect.
* Welcome the other person home.
* Look your best.
* Wink at each other.
* Celebrate birthdays in a big way.
* Apologize.
* Forgive.
* Set up a romantic getaway.
* Ask, "What can I do to make you happier?".
* Be positive.
* Be kind.
* Be vulnerable.
* Respond quickly to the other person's request.
* Talk about your love.
* Treat each other's friends and relatives with courtesy.
* Send flowers every Valentine's Day and anniversary.
* Admit when wrong.
* Be sensitive to each other's sexual desires.
* Pray for each other daily.
* Watch sunsets together.
* Say "I love you" frequently.
* End the day with a hug.
* Seek outside help when needed
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
30 Days Challenge
I took this challenge from someONE's blog and yet seeing many bloggers are with this currently. So decided to start with this too since Im out of topics currently to blog. Doing this together with other bloggers dont make me a COPYCATER! So,here it goes :)
Will start this soon :)
Will start this soon :)
Friday, January 14, 2011
Eat Pray & Love :)
Liz (Julia Roberts):
"I am so sick of people telling me I need a man."
Felipe (Javier Bardem):
"You don't need a man, you need a champion."
"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.
A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."
"I am so sick of people telling me I need a man."
Felipe (Javier Bardem):
"You don't need a man, you need a champion."
"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.
A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."
If Love is no longer beautiful..
If love now
No longer meaningful
You gone
tore my heart
Until I fall
Into the hope
Losing your love
Stab my heart
Until I fall
In the hope
No longer meaningful
You gone
tore my heart
Until I fall
Into the hope
Losing your love
Stab my heart
Until I fall
In the hope
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Intresting facts that I understand about LOVE
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man is worth your tears, and the one who is ,won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when your are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
2. No man is worth your tears, and the one who is ,won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when your are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
My Dream House
This is my dream house. Just wanted to share with my friends here. I just love the modern and vintage combination develepmont in this houses. Wish to have for my own in future. One of the biggest goal in my life.
Kinda like this,with a mini landscape outside the house.
Kinda like this,with a mini landscape outside the house.OR
Something like this. This is much more bigger then the previous one.
Maybe when wen combine and build our ipoh house,it will look somehow like this.
Side view. Just love this mini garden outside.
Just half renovated,not fully finished.
It will look more awesome with the gate and lights on.
I do wish to own this kinda house in my lifetime. I would like to be the interior designer for my own house with the ideas of mine ans My Incik Syg's. Hope it don't stay as just dream and I'll be able to achieve it.
Its 12th January's story :)
This is my 201th post in this blog. Since I've started it 1 year 8 months ago. Kinda little right? I dont have laptop last time,so I use to update when I go to cyber cafe only. Thats y its kinda little.
Heehe :) Well had preety good day with my friends in college today.
My semester ONE lecturer who suppose have no clases with us in Sem 2 do visit us regularly for relief clases. Because our lecturer for Sem 2, doctors from India aren't back to Malaysia yet from their New Year holidays. Hope they don't burden us or compress the timetable when they are back.
Mr.Wong, my previous Anatomy lecturer in Sem 1 who we use to call as 'Vellai Panni' told me a good news today. But I dont wana reveal it yet, waiting for the total 'thing' to come out. So for now,I already know for 2 subjects out of 4. Can't wait for this friday. Hope the result will be out this friday and not next monday. huh ! Seriously,waiting for somethings like this is a torture.
Im having a bad toothache lately. The pain is spreading to my ears and head. Especially when Im travelling in the bus, and when I lie down :( Hope can't get rid of this soon.
And I do have an assignment to be submitted this friday and its stil UNCOMPLETE! By head or crook,I must finish it tomorow!
Waiting for My Incik Syg to call. Then I'll sleep. Good night :) and Thanks for reading !
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
OMG! Assignments :(
I've alot in my mind. But don't know from where to start. So let me say that Im loaded with assignments at the current moment.4 assignement for a subject.. 3 out of it to be passed up in this month itself.
And its quite complicated. Sem 2,the first day I got this 4 assignments tittle.
Shoulder Complex-14th January (Completed 1/4)
Elbow and Wrist COmplex-17th January (Incomplete)
Hip Complex-21st January (Incomplete)
Knee and Ankle Complex-7th February (Incomplete)
together with an Assesment on the 21st January on the Shoulder Complex and Planes & Axis.
Was not so happy on the very first day of the sem 2,as we taught we would get our result by then. But dissapointed as our result will be out either this friday or next coming monday. Its a torture waiting for the result you know. Haizz.. Hope it will be out this friday.
And there's a good news too. As the first step for my Diet programme. Im gonna register myself to a gym near my house. Had a talk with the Personal Trainer there. Affordable and the hours are flexible. It helps me to manage my time with my classes,assignment,personal life and gym. So,Im so happy about it. What ever it is,I wont give up easily and hope to see me in a good shape soon. Not only for fitness, But Im doing this for myself too. Since Im having quite a bad kinda asthma recently,so the cardio exercises will able to manage it rather then just be depending with the asthma pump.
So,thats all for now. Need to sleep. I've class at morning tomorrow :)
Friday, January 7, 2011
Secret of Success
There are 4 things a person needs for success. The two most obvious things first.
One, a medium amount of intelligence,
and two , a bit of imagination.
The third that you need for success is self-confidence.
And the fourth will be the Failure. To be really successful, you must first face failure. You have to experience it,feel it,taste it,suffer it. Only then u can shine.
p/s: This is personally felt by me after 19 years of living :)
Sincerely,
Priya
One, a medium amount of intelligence,
and two , a bit of imagination.
The third that you need for success is self-confidence.
And the fourth will be the Failure. To be really successful, you must first face failure. You have to experience it,feel it,taste it,suffer it. Only then u can shine.
p/s: This is personally felt by me after 19 years of living :)
Sincerely,
Priya
Thursday, January 6, 2011
I can only wish :(
Why its very hard for me to be on my way?ired
Tired of pleading
Tired of trying to make things clear
Tired of trying to make things better
More and more tired when Im the only one whose taking all those inisiative!
Im really tired!
Why can't I be strong and bold as I was?
Why Im not as strong as my words are?
I just wish i could be MORE STRONGER!
But still,
I could only wish toO!
Life is still a long journey to me
Its not the END yet.. Altough I feel it that way
I feel sorry for myself..
The tears that I've had troughout my LIFE!
I'll make sure I'll make myself to be HAPPY in my years after..
With or without..
Tired of pleading
Tired of trying to make things clear
Tired of trying to make things better
More and more tired when Im the only one whose taking all those inisiative!
Im really tired!
Why can't I be strong and bold as I was?
Why Im not as strong as my words are?
I just wish i could be MORE STRONGER!
But still,
I could only wish toO!
Life is still a long journey to me
Its not the END yet.. Altough I feel it that way
I feel sorry for myself..
The tears that I've had troughout my LIFE!
I'll make sure I'll make myself to be HAPPY in my years after..
With or without..
English or Malay?
Actually Im bored typing in English!
Feel like I cant really express myself out..
Hmm.. :(
Should i blog back in Malay?
or remain with English?
Or mixture?
Confused..
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Sincerely, Me !
Thank you for this once happy life..
I was too tired to go through all this anymore
Maybe its true what people said ..
We are not compatible with
I think you do not comply with me
I am not your correct choice
Im not suitable to make you happy
Look for a girl like her
She will abide by what you say
She will be ready to treat you like a king
She will be happy to just see you every day
But Im not that type
I always want something more
I want a happy conversation with you
I want attention from you
Moreover,
I want love from you
This are all things which are too big for you to give to a GIRL
The person u once loved!
I'm a bad girl
Damaged
I just fit into the street
Enough
I was not able to make you happy in any ways
I'm not suitable to make u happy
SIts very easy for you to ask for break up nowdays
I know, I have no more meaning in your life
For you, I'm just a piece of shit..
Whom u obediently want to give life too..
I know, I have been away from your heart such a long time
Its been time since your love for me had fade
I do not want to trouble you again
Find the right one
Who can make you happy ever after
Sincerely,
Priya Subramaniam
I was too tired to go through all this anymore
Maybe its true what people said ..
We are not compatible with
I think you do not comply with me
I am not your correct choice
Im not suitable to make you happy
Look for a girl like her
She will abide by what you say
She will be ready to treat you like a king
She will be happy to just see you every day
But Im not that type
I always want something more
I want a happy conversation with you
I want attention from you
Moreover,
I want love from you
This are all things which are too big for you to give to a GIRL
The person u once loved!
I'm a bad girl
Damaged
I just fit into the street
Enough
I was not able to make you happy in any ways
I'm not suitable to make u happy
SIts very easy for you to ask for break up nowdays
I know, I have no more meaning in your life
For you, I'm just a piece of shit..
Whom u obediently want to give life too..
I know, I have been away from your heart such a long time
Its been time since your love for me had fade
I do not want to trouble you again
Find the right one
Who can make you happy ever after
Sincerely,
Priya Subramaniam
Sunday, January 2, 2011
I miss u
I miss u dear..
More than ever nw tat u left
I am use to u
Being gone for weeks
I never taught to expect
I still see u
Giving me tat crooked smile
And telling me tat everyting wil b alright
I should known u were wrong,
But I taught tat ur smile
and words don't lie
I was dead wrong!
I trusted u..
With all my heart
But,
know m hollow
bcoz u stole wat was rightful mine
u stole my heart,
my soul and
my pride..
But I miss u more wif every passing day!
More than ever nw tat u left
I am use to u
Being gone for weeks
I never taught to expect
I still see u
Giving me tat crooked smile
And telling me tat everyting wil b alright
I should known u were wrong,
But I taught tat ur smile
and words don't lie
I was dead wrong!
I trusted u..
With all my heart
But,
know m hollow
bcoz u stole wat was rightful mine
u stole my heart,
my soul and
my pride..
But I miss u more wif every passing day!
Saturday, January 1, 2011
I need LOVE.. But u dont need ME :(
Im sick and tired..
Really tired..
SO Its a time for me to make a decision practically and not emotionaly..
Let me consider alo of things before its too late..
I dont wana regret in future..
And I wan my life and this new year..
Be a good year to me..
If others is good and happy
Y can't I? Wers my mistake?
Are u really sure that all the fault is just mine?
And nothing in u?
U do always just SEE my faults and mistake..
Sit and think again~
And..
And..
I do know that Its in my hand to decide.
wether Im gonna be HAPPY or SAD in future!
As my mother said..
Let me think again..
Because its my LIFE~
p/s: I need LOVE.. U dont need ME :(
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