Inspiring words :)

I've got back all the stregths that I've said i lost yesterday. Thanks to DrSachien for his talks,words, encoragement and support. Without him, I may never have the kind of mind set I do own now. I wish I should have seen u earlier. Maybe my path had been in a different and correct trak.

Dr.Sachien

Well, as he says. Its not too late yet, we are stil just 19. Average of 60 years more to live. So, he askd me to plan wisely according to this 5 qualities :

1) Discipline

2) Respect

3) Manners

4) Responsiblity

5) Academics

And he told that, without the top 4 things, No point having academics in life.. Its not gonna bring anyone of us far ! He also said that only smal things in this world can merge and become big things for us.. And if the base is not strong, the building can never stand still. Altough it looks beautiful and eye-catching, it will collapse 1 day.Im seriosuly astonished on what he said. The exact words I need actually to improve. And he said many more things to be used in my daily life as a daughter, student, gal and most important, a human being!

Mesmerized, Thanks aloot sir ! N thanks to Dr.Srikanth too.. He taught me aloot of lessons in my life, His words was my stregth ! And as he said, he taught me Cardio tday on th e Congenital Heart Diseases and in 1 sight, I've got onto my mind wat it was all about. Million thanks to evryone out there who deeply wished to see some changes in myself and my life. I wish I can do some changes to help myself to stand and live in this world alone !

Dr.Srikanth

Additionaly, Its my College's Cport Day tomorrow. Its held in Padang DBKL,Brickfields for 9am-5pm :) Im gonna enjoy myself. I've entered few games such as netball, 'Tarik tali' with my classmates and Station Games with my gals :) Yippee ! Im gonna enjoy myself tomorrow!

P/s : Hope I wont fall in any ways and hurt my 'coccyx' again !

Till then, bye !

Im no more the leader of Cohort 4A :D

Seriously tired of almost everything thats going on with me. Its kinda hard for me to cope up with studies nowdays. Especially in this Semester 2. I dont know where's my stregth? I've dropped it somewhere and suffering now.

So, I took a decision to first resign my state as the Monitor of the class, wen I did so. Joseph wants to resign too. so both of us, officially resigned from being the Monitor and Ass.Monitor of the class. And there were some arguemnts at first, where some students don't wana lose us. But, at the end, we managed to convince them,and there was a voting session and a new Monitor and Ass is choosed. Seriously, Im so damn happy when this happens. Honestly. Im free form all the burdens of students attendance, Mc's and etc's.

Feel much better and relieved. And I've hurt my knees today. Hit on the edge of my class table. It hurts when I take bath. Hate it. With plaster now. Hope it will heal quickly. Tomorrow is Friday, it means ter'll b 3 hours break in between the class which the times I love the most.

I already have some plan sketched to occupy the 3 hours tomorrow. First, Im goin to head to the temple. And then Lunch, with friends or alone and at last will end up in Library with my Cardio lecturer. I do have some doubts on the Congenital Heart Disease's which is taken by Dr.Anil.. So Im gonna have some quality time with dr.Srikanth in library to clear my doubts and quesstions.

Wish to find my stregth again and get back to the track :)

Till then, bye from me !

I neva wanted to be like any ONE of you.

Thanks for the compliments guys.
So happy with what I've read. I dont know in which angle Im seen as the 'ONE' u said.

Im neva trying to be as any ONE of you, because I know I might not be prefect now, But I can be a 'so called' perfect one fine day.

And seriously I don't need any words from YOU.

I might be bad in my own way, But not everyone will be the same always.

Things might change,people do change too as time goes.

I never want to be as wat I was, I didnt ask to be bad.

But I was, Im learning to overcome it.

YOU dont have to support, but please dont discourage ME.

P/S : I neva wanted to be as any ONE of you even in million years.

Never say Never ♥

I wana watch Justin Bieber's Never say Never so badly :(

No one to teman or bring me OUT!

Nvmine, I'll go alone asapossible !

Never say Never Priya! Im coming JB ♥
Muaxx

My Toptop's new Scandal :)

With god's grace, I've bought a new printer. Canon Ip2770 with my own savings. It make my smile even wider wen I knew that Im good in savings and spending nowdays.

Packaging :)

Actually I just wanted to survey on printer's price first. But then, since it was on promotion and the price was good, I decided to buy it. My bro added more then half of the printer's price. We went to Plaza Low Yat and bought it there in the 4th floor, Thunder Match Sdn.Bhd. It was just RM109. Then my bro was the one carrying it all the way home. :D

But before that, we went to KFC and tried out the new chicken chop with mushroom soup. I can tell u that the taste was awesome. I was in love with the mushroom gravy placed on top of the chicken chop. Mesmerizing taste, and I upgraded my drink to Krusher Mocha sumting. It was good too. But, we didnt take any picture in KFC since it was damn packed with people and we were starving :) I realised of it oni wen the chicken chop with mushroom gravy is safetly placed in my intestines.

My Toptop with her new Scandal :)

Slide shows and Suprise :)

Preparing slide shows for class presentation. Even its not my first time preparing one, but still feel kinda nervous. Hope evryting turns good. :D
Seriously,nowdays Im receiving aloot of suprises from 'someone' whose identitiy is still a secret. Hmm :( I can't tink of anyone. Anyway thanks aloot to u, if u are reading my blog. Please do come forward, because most of the tings in my wishlist is happening, So i guess he/she might be reading my blog too. seriously, Im so eager to know u..

Chicken Wings :)

Domino's

p/s : Someone ordered Domino's Pizza and sent it to my home and tey paid it with credit card, stil wondering who? Hmm ! Nyway thanks aloot to 'tat person' since I've never tasted Domino's before.

Myna Myna ♥

One of the best movie I've watched in my LIFE. Myna is seriously a must see movie by teens even adults in tis millenium. Wat true love means. Personally I salute the director for coming up with such a movie.

Some told me tat the heroine looks kinda like me, it makes me so eager to watch the movie. I dont see any similarities btwn us,maybe just the eyes. Kinda oni. But seriously love the way she dance in the 'Myna Myna song'. Simple and real acting. Hats off to Amala Paul. Great Job.

Seriouly love the movie too much! TRUE love can never dies, start to believe in IT ♥

Loving IT !

Nothing much. This picture speaks everyting tat I wish to say and feel towards my beautiful LIFE. Yeah, Im living IT! Full hearted--ly for the first time. Just me, Me and ME ! I love tis u :)

Current craze of AFC food channel~

p/s : U r in ME toO!

Quote #1

If falling in LOVE can be decided,

Life would be easier

♥

Happy New Year Indians :)

Im HAPPY today. Dont ask me why. Cause I myself dont know wats the reason for my happiness. Huhu ^.^

My Kinesiology and Biomechanics test was good. I gave my level besh and hoping for good marks. I targeted above 15/20. Lets see !

But I just know that today is Indian's New Year and I've done with all my assesments and assignments. Ters oni 1 more asignment to b submitted on the 26th April 11 and 2 more presentations to go. Which i've completed, just left on presenting and divdng the presentors and fasi's during our presentation session.

God, show me some grace and mercy. I love u ♥ Missing HIM aloot !

p/s : Currently addicted to Yennule yennula sg from 'Yaar Kutraam'! Wer cn I get the full song download?

Items to my Closet ♥

I bought and was gifted with some new items for my closet which was left on for some times. Lets check it out. It makes me to loss some sort of my stress when I see new items in my closet ♥

Rack for papers.

New bag :)

Laptop Skin Retro :)

New watch from mum :)

Heels from my sweet sista :)

Nude flat shoes from SomeOne :)

And the greatest gift eva! MP4 in Blue ♥

And there are many more to go. Next entry coz I forgot to take picture of it. A new headphone with phone accesories and few T-shirts :D

Pain :(

Sad. Bored. Tired. Pain. Stress. All came up together and driving me to hell currently. I need more time for myself. My ownself. Just me and my life. For sometime. Till I get a good picture of my future. Why its just very hard for me to live on.

Is the problem really caused by me? But, why I dont realise it even after many times I falled and skinned my knees.

I wish there'll be rain. That can wash away all my pain. Now itself!

p/s : Please understand !

Will u still be there?

Will u still love me even if I’m not perfect? Wil u stil love me even if I’m not the kind of person u wished I were? Wil u stil look into my eyes with warmth wen we make love? Wil u still hold my hands even if u knew ter will b times I’d let u down?

For though I yearn to take care of u as I should, though I desire to love u wit a love tat never falters and fades, my knees tremble tis very moment tat u hold me in ur arms. Shall I hold ur hand and bask in the light of ur spirit knowing tat I have my darkness, knowing ter will be times tat the light of my love will sometimes be overshadowed by the darkness tat is in me?

Sometimes I’d be silent and might bore u. I may not laugh at ur jokes, and you may not understand the spell tat’s enshrouding me. Sometimes I’d get troubled and I’d fail to put into words wat the hell it is tat troubles me. I wouldn’t be good company then, and I couldn’t make you smile.

Sometimes I’d get moody and might not enjoy the things u’d like us to do together. Sometimes I’d lose my temper and I’d no longer act like the fine person who stands before u today. Sometimes I’d get jealous and I might say tings I don’t really mean. Sometimes I’d talk too much tat I might drive u crazy.

Sometimes I’d get touchy and I’d get hurt easily. And no matter how mature I try to be, at times I’d act in childish ways. I’d demand things I shouldn’t, I’d say tings I shouldn’t say. And no matter how much I desire to protect u and make u happy, sometimes I’d be the one who’d cause u the most pain.

If u will love me, I cannot promise u tat I wil not hurt u. I cannot promise u tat I will not make u cry and that I’ll never break ur heart. But if u love me, I will bare my whole self naked before u, and I will reveal to u my soul. If u will love me, u can be certain tat it is I tat u wil love, not a mask tata fools u and gives u only wat ur eyes desire to see. If u will love me, u can be certain tat u will love the depths of me, all of me tat is in me, and I in turn will love u with all of me, with all my soul, wit all my mind, with all my spirit, with all my flaws and beauty and with all my heart!

Polo for my Mother (:

I bought a new handbag for my mother. I wats planning for it for a long time actually. Finally I got it for my lovely mum after months.

Its from Polo ! Seriously, it really looks good on my mum. I taught its kinda big for her. But trust me, It was damn nice. For the first time in my LIFE, Im really really really satisfisd after buying someting wif my own money.

p/s : Nice aite?

My HEART !

Something had touched my HEART today !

And hell yeah !

Its YOU !

Is it wrong to care?

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

p/s : Just wish 'MY SUMONE' would read this. SO he knows how I really feel towards HIM !

Credit to Diwi Sis blog !

Fat-en-ing

Im damn stressed for this past few days. I ate aloot today. Seriously like aloot today. Hang out with girlfriends today at our SECRET park. Seriously I ate alot today.

Starts with lunch at McDonald, then Nasi goreng Cina, Burger Ayam special and additional, I finishd almost a F**king bottle of this :

Cn u imagine? A bottle of this is finished !

Im seriously under a very bad stress! I know. I need break form all this and YES ! I need a vacation ! :'(

OMG !

Im very very very the busy currently ! Assignmnts, assesments and presentations are going beyong my occipital level. Huhu ! Stil standing on.

It has been 4 days since I stepped to gym. So bad. Will try to make myself to be there tomorow. M goin to my college library tomorrow. We do have group discussions for CardioRespiratory subject's presentation.

Im sick of being the Monitor of my class. I almost lost my voice due to shouting to about 99 students in my class. Holly shit ! And I really hate being the leader to my group 1 for almost 4 subjects. It burdens u know. Kwakwakwa ! I mght end up being mad soon. Hope there'll b WiFi connections in Tanjung Rambutan.

Im waiting eagerly for Sunday! 3rd april 11 *suprise*

p/s : I miss HIM aloot !