Lif Moves ON =D

Its been so long since I've posted anything here. Many things happened in between this time. Some good and some are bad. But, it makes me strong enough to walk in this life path.Im in my 3rd semester now. On Practicals :) Not yet get into it, I was in a RET camp last week, so this whole week frm the 20th June till 25th, we'll b on posting briefings. On 27th June I'l start my Praticals already.. Can't wait to experience it !

2 weeks and 2 days ago :) A miracle had happened in my LIFE. Im happy for what is it. I don't wana blog on it. As time goes, it will reveal on it own. Enough of publishing everywhere and at last I got nothing with me.

We'll see how it works this time. I just need happiness and some peace. I don't mind being selfish to have just this kinda happiness in my life.

p/s : I wish I do have a father too ;( Happy Father's Day to all father's in this world.

Movies :D

Yeaay ! I've watched both Engeyum Kadhal and Vaanam movie. Superb ! I'll rate 10/10 for both the movie. :)

So now time to study for finals !

p/s : Good Luck Priya =D

Finals Semester 2 ;)

Finals semester 2 is on 23rd May 2011. Which means another 1 week to go. On next Monday, by this time.. I'll b sitting in my examination hall ! Its my study week now, Bt its not a holiday, a study week where we should be present to college and study there. Pfft !

But, Im on MC today. Not feeling well. Fever, Flu and asthma again & again. Feelig kinda better aft visiting Dr.Selvaraj. :) His medicines cures me earlier then it should. Wish to be as good as him one day. One very fine day. Im healing from all the pains. And really feeling much more better now.

Really regretting for letting my mum behind in many decisions I've took in my life, which goes against me right now. Fine. Im strong enough to face the consequence thats created by myself. Im ready mentally and physically. Sometimes, the memories do hurt aloot. Night markets, babies, mamak stall and etc. But, I can say that Im loving this pains. It makes me stronger aft falling again and again.

I just wish. Well, when u said Im wrong in this or that, I wish u'll be there always to guide me to the correct path. Not by just living me and going after somebody else whose better then 100% as u said. Anyway, no point talking about anything anymore.

Currently in a mood to continue to study. Just that. More to go in coming years, and Im goin to practical in few weeks time aft my Finals.. So might never get time to online. Im not sure wether I'll b in Melaka Hospital or Ipoh Hospital. Not sure on my practical venue yet, but will soon get myself updated with IT. Thats all for now then.

p/s : Bye to all my lies, fake attitudes and worst characters that had drown hell. Searching for the real me now !

hard, but stil trying !

Its damn hurting

And very hard this very time :/

But, I'll keep trying always

:')

Inspiring words :)

I've got back all the stregths that I've said i lost yesterday. Thanks to DrSachien for his talks,words, encoragement and support. Without him, I may never have the kind of mind set I do own now. I wish I should have seen u earlier. Maybe my path had been in a different and correct trak.

Dr.Sachien

Well, as he says. Its not too late yet, we are stil just 19. Average of 60 years more to live. So, he askd me to plan wisely according to this 5 qualities :

1) Discipline

2) Respect

3) Manners

4) Responsiblity

5) Academics

And he told that, without the top 4 things, No point having academics in life.. Its not gonna bring anyone of us far ! He also said that only smal things in this world can merge and become big things for us.. And if the base is not strong, the building can never stand still. Altough it looks beautiful and eye-catching, it will collapse 1 day.Im seriosuly astonished on what he said. The exact words I need actually to improve. And he said many more things to be used in my daily life as a daughter, student, gal and most important, a human being!

Mesmerized, Thanks aloot sir ! N thanks to Dr.Srikanth too.. He taught me aloot of lessons in my life, His words was my stregth ! And as he said, he taught me Cardio tday on th e Congenital Heart Diseases and in 1 sight, I've got onto my mind wat it was all about. Million thanks to evryone out there who deeply wished to see some changes in myself and my life. I wish I can do some changes to help myself to stand and live in this world alone !

Dr.Srikanth

Additionaly, Its my College's Cport Day tomorrow. Its held in Padang DBKL,Brickfields for 9am-5pm :) Im gonna enjoy myself. I've entered few games such as netball, 'Tarik tali' with my classmates and Station Games with my gals :) Yippee ! Im gonna enjoy myself tomorrow!

P/s : Hope I wont fall in any ways and hurt my 'coccyx' again !

Till then, bye !

Im no more the leader of Cohort 4A :D

Seriously tired of almost everything thats going on with me. Its kinda hard for me to cope up with studies nowdays. Especially in this Semester 2. I dont know where's my stregth? I've dropped it somewhere and suffering now.

So, I took a decision to first resign my state as the Monitor of the class, wen I did so. Joseph wants to resign too. so both of us, officially resigned from being the Monitor and Ass.Monitor of the class. And there were some arguemnts at first, where some students don't wana lose us. But, at the end, we managed to convince them,and there was a voting session and a new Monitor and Ass is choosed. Seriously, Im so damn happy when this happens. Honestly. Im free form all the burdens of students attendance, Mc's and etc's.

Feel much better and relieved. And I've hurt my knees today. Hit on the edge of my class table. It hurts when I take bath. Hate it. With plaster now. Hope it will heal quickly. Tomorrow is Friday, it means ter'll b 3 hours break in between the class which the times I love the most.

I already have some plan sketched to occupy the 3 hours tomorrow. First, Im goin to head to the temple. And then Lunch, with friends or alone and at last will end up in Library with my Cardio lecturer. I do have some doubts on the Congenital Heart Disease's which is taken by Dr.Anil.. So Im gonna have some quality time with dr.Srikanth in library to clear my doubts and quesstions.

Wish to find my stregth again and get back to the track :)

Till then, bye from me !

I neva wanted to be like any ONE of you.

Thanks for the compliments guys.
So happy with what I've read. I dont know in which angle Im seen as the 'ONE' u said.

Im neva trying to be as any ONE of you, because I know I might not be prefect now, But I can be a 'so called' perfect one fine day.

And seriously I don't need any words from YOU.

I might be bad in my own way, But not everyone will be the same always.

Things might change,people do change too as time goes.

I never want to be as wat I was, I didnt ask to be bad.

But I was, Im learning to overcome it.

YOU dont have to support, but please dont discourage ME.

P/S : I neva wanted to be as any ONE of you even in million years.

Never say Never ♥

I wana watch Justin Bieber's Never say Never so badly :(

No one to teman or bring me OUT!

Nvmine, I'll go alone asapossible !

Never say Never Priya! Im coming JB ♥
Muaxx

My Toptop's new Scandal :)

With god's grace, I've bought a new printer. Canon Ip2770 with my own savings. It make my smile even wider wen I knew that Im good in savings and spending nowdays.

Packaging :)

Actually I just wanted to survey on printer's price first. But then, since it was on promotion and the price was good, I decided to buy it. My bro added more then half of the printer's price. We went to Plaza Low Yat and bought it there in the 4th floor, Thunder Match Sdn.Bhd. It was just RM109. Then my bro was the one carrying it all the way home. :D

But before that, we went to KFC and tried out the new chicken chop with mushroom soup. I can tell u that the taste was awesome. I was in love with the mushroom gravy placed on top of the chicken chop. Mesmerizing taste, and I upgraded my drink to Krusher Mocha sumting. It was good too. But, we didnt take any picture in KFC since it was damn packed with people and we were starving :) I realised of it oni wen the chicken chop with mushroom gravy is safetly placed in my intestines.

My Toptop with her new Scandal :)

Slide shows and Suprise :)

Preparing slide shows for class presentation. Even its not my first time preparing one, but still feel kinda nervous. Hope evryting turns good. :D
Seriously,nowdays Im receiving aloot of suprises from 'someone' whose identitiy is still a secret. Hmm :( I can't tink of anyone. Anyway thanks aloot to u, if u are reading my blog. Please do come forward, because most of the tings in my wishlist is happening, So i guess he/she might be reading my blog too. seriously, Im so eager to know u..

Chicken Wings :)

Domino's

p/s : Someone ordered Domino's Pizza and sent it to my home and tey paid it with credit card, stil wondering who? Hmm ! Nyway thanks aloot to 'tat person' since I've never tasted Domino's before.

Myna Myna ♥

One of the best movie I've watched in my LIFE. Myna is seriously a must see movie by teens even adults in tis millenium. Wat true love means. Personally I salute the director for coming up with such a movie.

Some told me tat the heroine looks kinda like me, it makes me so eager to watch the movie. I dont see any similarities btwn us,maybe just the eyes. Kinda oni. But seriously love the way she dance in the 'Myna Myna song'. Simple and real acting. Hats off to Amala Paul. Great Job.

Seriouly love the movie too much! TRUE love can never dies, start to believe in IT ♥

Loving IT !

Nothing much. This picture speaks everyting tat I wish to say and feel towards my beautiful LIFE. Yeah, Im living IT! Full hearted--ly for the first time. Just me, Me and ME ! I love tis u :)

Current craze of AFC food channel~

p/s : U r in ME toO!

Quote #1

If falling in LOVE can be decided,

Life would be easier

♥

Happy New Year Indians :)

Im HAPPY today. Dont ask me why. Cause I myself dont know wats the reason for my happiness. Huhu ^.^

My Kinesiology and Biomechanics test was good. I gave my level besh and hoping for good marks. I targeted above 15/20. Lets see !

But I just know that today is Indian's New Year and I've done with all my assesments and assignments. Ters oni 1 more asignment to b submitted on the 26th April 11 and 2 more presentations to go. Which i've completed, just left on presenting and divdng the presentors and fasi's during our presentation session.

God, show me some grace and mercy. I love u ♥ Missing HIM aloot !

p/s : Currently addicted to Yennule yennula sg from 'Yaar Kutraam'! Wer cn I get the full song download?

Items to my Closet ♥

I bought and was gifted with some new items for my closet which was left on for some times. Lets check it out. It makes me to loss some sort of my stress when I see new items in my closet ♥

Rack for papers.

New bag :)

Laptop Skin Retro :)

New watch from mum :)

Heels from my sweet sista :)

Nude flat shoes from SomeOne :)

And the greatest gift eva! MP4 in Blue ♥

And there are many more to go. Next entry coz I forgot to take picture of it. A new headphone with phone accesories and few T-shirts :D

Pain :(

Sad. Bored. Tired. Pain. Stress. All came up together and driving me to hell currently. I need more time for myself. My ownself. Just me and my life. For sometime. Till I get a good picture of my future. Why its just very hard for me to live on.

Is the problem really caused by me? But, why I dont realise it even after many times I falled and skinned my knees.

I wish there'll be rain. That can wash away all my pain. Now itself!

p/s : Please understand !

Will u still be there?

Will u still love me even if I’m not perfect? Wil u stil love me even if I’m not the kind of person u wished I were? Wil u stil look into my eyes with warmth wen we make love? Wil u still hold my hands even if u knew ter will b times I’d let u down?

For though I yearn to take care of u as I should, though I desire to love u wit a love tat never falters and fades, my knees tremble tis very moment tat u hold me in ur arms. Shall I hold ur hand and bask in the light of ur spirit knowing tat I have my darkness, knowing ter will be times tat the light of my love will sometimes be overshadowed by the darkness tat is in me?

Sometimes I’d be silent and might bore u. I may not laugh at ur jokes, and you may not understand the spell tat’s enshrouding me. Sometimes I’d get troubled and I’d fail to put into words wat the hell it is tat troubles me. I wouldn’t be good company then, and I couldn’t make you smile.

Sometimes I’d get moody and might not enjoy the things u’d like us to do together. Sometimes I’d lose my temper and I’d no longer act like the fine person who stands before u today. Sometimes I’d get jealous and I might say tings I don’t really mean. Sometimes I’d talk too much tat I might drive u crazy.

Sometimes I’d get touchy and I’d get hurt easily. And no matter how mature I try to be, at times I’d act in childish ways. I’d demand things I shouldn’t, I’d say tings I shouldn’t say. And no matter how much I desire to protect u and make u happy, sometimes I’d be the one who’d cause u the most pain.

If u will love me, I cannot promise u tat I wil not hurt u. I cannot promise u tat I will not make u cry and that I’ll never break ur heart. But if u love me, I will bare my whole self naked before u, and I will reveal to u my soul. If u will love me, u can be certain tat it is I tat u wil love, not a mask tata fools u and gives u only wat ur eyes desire to see. If u will love me, u can be certain tat u will love the depths of me, all of me tat is in me, and I in turn will love u with all of me, with all my soul, wit all my mind, with all my spirit, with all my flaws and beauty and with all my heart!

Polo for my Mother (:

I bought a new handbag for my mother. I wats planning for it for a long time actually. Finally I got it for my lovely mum after months.

Its from Polo ! Seriously, it really looks good on my mum. I taught its kinda big for her. But trust me, It was damn nice. For the first time in my LIFE, Im really really really satisfisd after buying someting wif my own money.

p/s : Nice aite?

My HEART !

Something had touched my HEART today !

And hell yeah !

Its YOU !

Is it wrong to care?

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

p/s : Just wish 'MY SUMONE' would read this. SO he knows how I really feel towards HIM !

Credit to Diwi Sis blog !

Fat-en-ing

Im damn stressed for this past few days. I ate aloot today. Seriously like aloot today. Hang out with girlfriends today at our SECRET park. Seriously I ate alot today.

Starts with lunch at McDonald, then Nasi goreng Cina, Burger Ayam special and additional, I finishd almost a F**king bottle of this :

Cn u imagine? A bottle of this is finished !

Im seriously under a very bad stress! I know. I need break form all this and YES ! I need a vacation ! :'(

OMG !

Im very very very the busy currently ! Assignmnts, assesments and presentations are going beyong my occipital level. Huhu ! Stil standing on.

It has been 4 days since I stepped to gym. So bad. Will try to make myself to be there tomorow. M goin to my college library tomorrow. We do have group discussions for CardioRespiratory subject's presentation.

Im sick of being the Monitor of my class. I almost lost my voice due to shouting to about 99 students in my class. Holly shit ! And I really hate being the leader to my group 1 for almost 4 subjects. It burdens u know. Kwakwakwa ! I mght end up being mad soon. Hope there'll b WiFi connections in Tanjung Rambutan.

Im waiting eagerly for Sunday! 3rd april 11 *suprise*

p/s : I miss HIM aloot !

1st Day in Gym :)

1st day at gym :)

It was gooood but damn tiring! Im getting use to the machines. There are few that I used yesterday. Did cycling for 50 minutes in hard rock level. The max is 8, I did around 20 mins with 8 and 30 mins with 8 level. Cycled around 9km's.

Then I went for treadmil. But I didn't run, just walked in high speed. Around 7km for about 40 minutes. Then on the steps ups n few more machines wic I dont know their name. As my target, I already burn around 500-600 calories. But, wen Im home yesterday at around 10.30pm, my mother kept 'carrot cake' wic she bought from night market for myself. Huhu :/ Maybe I had incresed around 100-200 calories. Hmmm..

So bad ! But today, I started my day actively. M happy ! Hope this goes on till I achieve my target. On weekends it wil be from 4pm-10pm :) So, I might be goin around 5pm.

Gym Confession :)

Successfully registered with TOP GYM ! Yahoo ! I'll make sure I'll workout rajin-ly and be in good figure as I dreamt. The battle starts today at 4pm.

Muka HAPPY for getting wat she wants !

:D

P/s: Abaikan the 'make up'. Camwhorng at home ♥

When u said forever, I taught it was FOREVA ♥

Thanks darling. You honoured me so much after so long. Its been time since someone did that to me. I even miss the old one who did that to me. LOl ! I feel funny for myself. Thanks once again. Im off !

Trust me. Im off !

Seriously OFF!

Take care!

Goodbye~

p/s : I meant forever ! ♥

Whitten your teeth for FREE at home

Don't spend your hard-earned money on expensive teeth whitening kits! Get the very same results absolutely free. Don't pay a high office call to go to the dentist and get your teeth professionally whitened! You can have white teeth with things that are probably just sitting in your medicine chest or kitchen cupboard. Don't bother with those gel packs that you have to leave on your teeth. Don't buy that expensive mouthwash for smokers! You have everything that you need to brighten and whiten your teeth right in your own home. Remember that this is free and it works.

Do I have these items in my house?

All you need to whiten your teeth are simple household products. Ok, first go to the kitchen. Open the cupboard where you keep your baking supplies. Do you have baking soda? You probably do. Spoon about two teaspoons of baking soda into a little bowl or cup. Now, travel over to the nearest bathroom. Open the medicine chest. Do you have hydrogen peroxide? You probably have this common household item, too.

How do I make this paste?

Drop two or three teaspoons (this may not be exact) of the hydrogen peroxide into the baking soda, making a paste. This sometimes takes a little trial and error. Be sure it is the same consistency as toothpaste. If you wish, you can add a bit of mint flavoring or even a small dollop of toothpaste.

How do I use this free whitener?

Brush your teeth with your mixture, being sure to leave it on your teeth for at least two minutes. Do NOT swallow this paste! Trust me, you wouldn't want to swallow it- the taste is not the best. To make the paste taste better, try to use the above tips. This will help to make the taste a little bit tastier.

What should I do after using this paste?

After you finish brushing with this free paste, brush again with regular toothpaste to rid your mouth of the taste as well as the peroxide solution. You will be amazed at just how white and bright your teeth will be! Many smokers and heavy coffee drinkers use this little trick. This may be a home remedy that your grandmother even used.

NOTE : Must not use this paste more then once a week.

10 Tips on Manicures at home

This is a fun, easy, and safe way to achieve polished fingernails without paying the higher beauty store prices when going through these ten steps. This is for adults only, or to do with adult supervision for younger girls, always keeping safety in mind, and always putting the products up safely after use. Before beginning, wash your nails thoroughly, even with the polish on your fingernails. Try mostly to get your nails clean underneath your nail cartilage where it is not attached to the skin before beginning. If you notice growths, tiny knobs under there, or any redness or dirt substance that does not come out from under your fingernail bed, stop this process, and go to see a medical doctor.

You will need:

1 pack of cotton balls
1 fingernail polish remover
1 emery board
1 nail trimmer
1 cuticle remover
1 bottle of fingernail polish
A couple of paper towels
Nail polish removing.

Firstly, take out as many cotton balls as needed one at a time, and safely douse each fingernail with nail polish remover, until your whole fingernail is your natural true color. It is available now at the stores in bottle or sponge form in a bottle. For the sponge type, you have to dip your finger into the container, usually a plastic one, and swish your finger around frequently checking it to make sure your fingernail polish is coming off. For the fingernail polish in the bottle without a sponge embedded in it, you have to carefully tip it about a fourth of the way over using the cotton ball at the top to stop up the top from spilling out all over, and If you need to, you can have some paper towel handy to wipe off any excess fingernail polish remover that spills over as a result. Whichever fingernail polish remover you choose, swab your fingernails one by one until they are your natural color.

If you frequently use fingernail polish, your natural nail can become tinted a little of a yellowing color, not to be confused with bold yellow, and not red or green, or swollen. If your fingernails or fingers start to become red, green, or swollen, seek medical attention immediately. If you are doing ok, and your nails are now their natural color, go to step 2.

Filing your nails with an emery board.

Next, you should have what is called an emery board. An emery board is usually a very inexpensive fingernail board used for filing down rough nail surfaces that is rough on the surface at least on one side. An emery board should not be used to scrape your natural nail surface at all. It will make your smooth fingernails rough.

You can use the emery board quite effectively on the end of your nail, in order to give it a consistent shape and make the tip of your nail smooth, not rough. Emery board comes in all shapes and sizes, and you can even look for one to fit your personality or wardrobe color-wise. As soon as you are done smoothing the tips of your nails in a uniform manner, proceed to the next step 3.

Trimming your fingernails.

A fingernail trimmer is used in your home nail process when you want to reshape or shorten your nails more efficiently than with an emery board. You can make your fingernails shorter using fingernail clippers, which are clippers that are small in size designed to fit your nail shape and be able to cut your fingernail tip surface, without having enough force in them to really do massive cutting damage, but still use safety.

You should trim your nails at least once a month if they are healthy. Never trim unhealthy, discolored or brittle fingernails. Never trim your nails to the quick, which is the place where your fingernail cartilage meets your skin.

Be mindful of safety, even at this stage of the process. If you have hypoglycemia, or any other disease such as Parkinson’s or nerves, do not clip your own fingernails if you might have an issue of safety. Some fingernails are hard, and take some sharper fingernail cutters to cut through them. If this is the case with yours, you may want to consider going to a salon or a simple medical visit and have a professional trim them. However, if not, trim away. This is mostly a basic and fun procedure for most people. Then start with step #4.

Cuticle removing.

Next, you need to use your cuticle remover to remove your cuticle, or actually push it down. Your cuticle is that soft skin that forms at the bottom of your fingernail at the place where your fingernail cartilage and your skin meet. It is just like a foreskin. Its job is to cover the place where your nail cartilage meets your skin, and make a smooth transition for that to happen. As your fingernails grow, your cuticle skin stretches, and this process of removing your cuticle pushes back that excess to promote your nail growth and health.

Again, you would want to check your cuticle area for rashes, redness, swelling, discoloration of any kind, and if any of those issues are present in your cuticle, seek the advice of a medical professional before pushing it back.

If you find that it looks pretty much like your fingernail and finger color, but with a different smoother and softer texture, go ahead and push the cuticle back with the cuticle remover, which is a little stick like device with a softer but firm tip made especially for the cuticle. It is not a cutting type tool. It looks a little shorter than a chopstick, but has a necessary soft tipped end to make sure that your cuticle does not get damaged.

Push back your cuticles one at a time using the cuticle removing tool. These are available from nearly any beauty supply store, or store that carries fingernail accessories of any kind. These are also relatively inexpensive.

It is important to note that if at any time in your process for any reason, if your nails start to bleed mildly or a lot, stop this procedure at once. This is not likely to happen in a normal fingernail manicure, but it may be a nice way of warning you of a problem with your own nails that you may need to get medical attention for.

Pick a color.

Now you are ready to pick out a nail polish color from your own home nail polish collection. Pick out a color that matches your skin coloring, outfit styles that you wear, or shade of lipstick. If you polish your nails frequently, make sure that you give them one or two days to air out and breathe naturally to promote healthy nails in between polishes.

Application of finger nail polish color.

Each bottle of nail polish comes with it's own applicator inside the bottle, attached to the handle of the fingernail polish bottle. Just unscrew the fingernail polish bottle, and scrape off the excess fingernail polish on the fingernail polish brush applicator on the side of the bottle itself. You can use a paper towel for this process, but you may end up with paper towel residue mixed into your color, so I would not recommend it. Also, you need to make sure that you have a steady hand for this in order to get your finger nail polish on your fingernail area only, not on your skin. Skin always needs to breathe, and cannot with polish on it.

When you are ready, take the applicator holding non-dripping color to your nails, brushing from the base of your fingernails upward towards the top tip of your nail. Make sure you coat your whole nail evenly. Starting at the base of the nail and applying polish in an upward motion helps you evenly coat your nail.

Correcting polish mistakes.

If you make a mistake, take a paper towel and douse it with nail polish remover as you did with the cotton ball in step one, and try to get the excess polish off your skin using the flat edge of the paper towel. Then, if you need to re-coat that fingernail, go ahead. If not, great. Just move on to the next fingernail until you are done.

Second coats of nail polish.

Wait at least ten minutes before applying a second coat. You should not paint over your nails another time unless your nail polish is dry the first time. Without air, or low to medium speed fans blowing on them, it will take about five minutes for your fingernails to dry. Using high-speed fans near your wet nail polish can move your fingernail polish around your fingernail and mess its even coat up.

Quick drying nails.

You can buy the quick drying kind of nail polish at the stores, or a quick drying sealer that is clear over the color of your nail polish to quicken drying if you are in a hurry. As a reminder, do not attempt to polish your fingernails in an area that does not have proper ventilation. And do not polish your nails around the face of infants.

Since the day we first met..

Since the day we first met,
I knew it was love,
God answered my prayers,
you came down from above...

You gave me your heart,
and taught me to trust,
for the first time ever,
it was more than just lust...

Your sweet loving words,
are not to be compared,
I am forever your partner,
my soul I have bared...

Every day I wake up,
with a smile a mile long,
I know that we are solid,
I know that we are strong...

So never put into question,
my feelings being true,
because I have found my one and only,
And I will always love you.

Another day.

Its bored being in holidays this way. I miss my classes. Seriously! do have around 4 assignments to be done currently!

Assignment on Applied Anatomy 3

3 other Assignments on Biomechanics.

But stil i do feel free, dont have much attitude to start it early. Well, Im not tat kinda particular student. Woke up, took nasi lemak with a cup of howt milo. Started blogwalking and giving on post now. Kinda been thinking since yesterday, on things I've done in my past and present now. There's alot to think and reconsider. Y didnt I be like HiM. More wise and matured in taking decisions in life.

But Im proud to say that I was once his. Huhu :) Memories are kept forever. All those misundersatand I take it as lesson in order to go on with future. Pity my dear friends.. They had been calling & texting me all the while, but I didnt ans or reply to their text. I kinda miss them. But wait, till I feel betta.

And my FB is still out of time. I dont have one. And i really dont wish to own one. Such a problamatic social network it was to me. Maybe i might have one in future. When Im working or on my last year of Medicine program. Lets see in future.

And you ! Trust me. Ur attitude towards me now is more like taking advantage on me after the chance I've given u ruined. So betta wake up, orelse I might take dramatics decisions. Not only you,maybe none other can change me then. U dont really know bout me still. Maybe! I am a kinda physco. Even every human being in this earth are. Mirror urself dude.

My room :)

I've decorated my room to b a betta place to spend on. So bored with the same old deco's. I dont have much money to spend on it. But stil tried my besh to make my small room be a good place for me to stay on til we shift to our new house. It means my new bigger room. LOL

So,here it goes.

My bags,belts and stuffs hanger.

My study table.

My bookshelf wif wadrobe.

So,thats my room for now till I get a bigger one in my new house. Missing my classes ady. 1 week holiday kinda sick to me. Bored !

Current Craze :D

I wan all this shoes. Badly ! But, why its all only sold in States. I want all this like so much. Pheew :/

Assignments ! tsk.

Tensed with Assignments ! Huhu :(
Dont even have time to spend with my LOVE whose here in KL ! Not enough with assignemtns load, I do have Mid Sem exams from 14th-18th of March. Yahoo! After that wil be my Mid Sem break. Im gonna dance for a week ! Hehe :D

Assignments :/
Kinesiology 2- Elbow and Wrist Complex!
Kinesiology 3-Hip Complex!
Kinesiology 4-Knee and Ankle Complex!
Cardiorespiratory 2- Objective Assesment of Patient!
Pengajian Malaysia 1- 3 major Kaum in Malaysia. Describe from all aspects.

All this to be sent tomorow! 14th March 2011!

And another Assignment to be sent on 18th March for Applied Anatomy 3- Origin,Insertion and Action of ALL muscles in Human Body! Around 644 muscles ! Auuwww.. :/ tsk.

And my Mid Sem's schedule will be :

Pengajian Malaysia on 14th, Kinesiolgy on 16th, Cardiorespiratory on 17th, Applied Anatomy and Biomechanics on 18th of MArch 2011 ! Haiz ! God show me some grace for this semester. I missed alot of classes due to my admission in hospital. Kadavle ! Give me more strength to overcum my anxiety and nervousness.
But from my life wise,Im very happy with my mum,siblings,friends and my LOVE around me. Life is great to be treasured wif loved ones around us al the time. I've planned something for my LOVE, hope it wil workout,working for IT ! ♥

p/s: Waiting for my 2nd money eagerly !

Appointment with a plastic surgeon.

2 March 2011. Im absent to classes tosay since I have to visit a Plastic Surgeon in HUKM for an appointment. Due to my perinael abscess surgery caused by my coccyx bone fracture. So had a direct appointment with Dr.Oomen George today. Honestly, he's a gentleman and a worth-figure like of a well-known doctor. His touch do have the gentleness.

So,let me cut it short. So, I bumped into him the first time and he didnt drag me to anywhere and confirmed me with a good result. Where, I dont have to go trough another surgery on the plastic surgery nor skin graff. It seems the wound could healed by itself but it do take kinda a long time still. Its just the matter of patience.

The other happy news is I dont have to go for a dressing anymore since it cause me rm25 per session every 2 days once. U'll never trust me if I say that my loan only left of rm3++ within a month from rm1+++. Sigh ! But, I do have to do the dressings at home since my wound is still raw and it might get dirty and cause infections, so he supplied me with 'aquacell' which is a plaster that supplies nutrients and takes a good inisiatif care for my wound to heal.

And I bought normal saline to wash the wound before getting it dressed up. All cost me around rm35 with few anema's for my external use. Im preety good today. And its a holiday tomorrow since there's a symphosium to be held on 4th and 5th March organized by my college which Im participated too. So I got to get ready for it !

Till then, goodbye !

Facebook =)

Facebook. Lol ! its just a social network, but for me, It had played a major part in my life since I activated it. I remember, the person who introduced me to it, past 2 or 3 years ago, told me that Im gonna dislike FB because its not colourful. Maybe since I love to customize my Friendster acc with colourful stuff, it made him to think that way.

But I did really love it. I falled in love with my FB account. Almost everyday I log in to FB to update status and comment on others stuffs. Sometimes,I'll visit FB few times a day. It was listed in my basic needs before. But,now..

I have DEACTIVATED it ! Yes I did ! To my close friends, they might got a heart-attack with my statement. But, yes I did ! Finally. Without hesitance,regrets or what so ever. Im out from the FB world and healed fully from the addiction period. Yeah, I might loose many of my good friends and my old school and classmates. But I dont find any better reasons to spend it with the wrong peoples there.

The main cause of me deactivating it was the problems that is constantly occuring in my relationships and life. 80% out of 100% problems in my relationship are caused by the FB. Either its on a third person act or myself. So, I decided to reduce the friction in my relationship and took this as a major changes that can make my relationship better. One of the step on raising myself up !

So, officially announcing. I'm a girl without FB =)

p/s : hope it made u HAPPY darling !

A note for Priya !

Priya,

Rise up high for a life. A better living. They dont respect you now because u have nothing. They make u feel like u're not tittled to live. So,go on with ur life. Come up,raise urself. Be someone. And prove that they are worng. People who are afraid to introuduce u as 'wat it should be'. Will realise and come after you for one day. For ur money maybe. So go on Priya ! Raise up and live ur life.

The pain and tears that are flowing now,will come to an end one day. One beautiful day. Make urself to be someone. Ignore people who dont appreciate you. No point cyring and waste ur life nor ur tears for people who dont worth it.

Remember,a person who worth ur tears will never make u cry. i hold on it. People who simply make me and happy seeing me cry is not the right one for mys life. The End.

From ME to YOU =)

Dear you,

I do not know who are you, or where or when we will meet, but hope it is soon. I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me, for me, not hope for someone who thinner and prettier. I hope you won’t compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me if I get sick and be trustworthy

I hope you will remember that I prefer roses to daisies and that my favorite color changes with my mood. Please know that my eyes aren’t blue, they’re brown flecks of navy. Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first, but please don’t afraid to kiss me. I won’t slap you or push you away. I’m sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date, please don’t stress about where to take me; what’s important is that I’ll be with you.

If I cry, please know it isn’t because of you, just hold me close and I’ll heal quickly. And if it is because of you, I’ll heal just the same. And if we decided to break up, please understand that I may be bitter, but I’d like to be your friend if you’ll let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though you’ll never admit it, and when you are ready we’ll have a friendship.

Please tell me if anything I do bother you, or if something just doesn’t sit right. I would like you to always be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you will shower me with confidence and smile. I hope you don’t think that I’m asking too much of you. I hope you understand that I’m a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish I could tell you how or when we will meet and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a new game of cards and…. (sigh)… I’ve never been good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you. Thanks for listening; this is all that I ask..

Its my Birthday =)

*My new hairstyle*

Today is 26th of February. It means,tomorrow is my birthday !

Looking forward to celebrate it with my special ones. And Im with a new style now. Some changes can bring me to reality that the memories are over.

I overslept today. And Im loaded with 5 assignments which needs my attention at the very moments. And Im stil on my birthday mood! Haiz :)

p/s: 'U'll neva change' Thanks !

Exhausted!

Exhausted. Okie tat wil be the right word to say how I feel now. Im freaking lonely in my lifepath. Im happy woth everything tat I own now altough tey are somethings that unsatisfy me. But I have to agree with the nature,that not everyone's life is perfect. Im planning to start my class back on coming Monday,14 February ;) Which is seriously just another Monday to ME! Im happy with my decision.

Altough its like kinda hurtimng sometimes, But Im still Happy with my decision. I guess Its the right time for me to decide what I want n dont in my life. I've done alot of mistakes in my life. Things that I cant correct somehow. So,I guess this decision,the particular ONE,Im right! Lets be more practical and live on rather then weeping on the past and waste time for nothing.

I have my own lil room now,with new curtains,shelf,wardrobe and a study table. Im happy as I had decorated my room with my own desires and my own savings. Thats the best among all. Its a great satisfaction when we do something with our own money ;)

Im looking forward to go to college on coming Monday and spent some good time with my friends n no letting behind 'to catch up wif my studies'!

p/s: Lately,mood for blogging is like ----- ! Got it uh? :P

Wasted Sperms !

This article relates only about love and relationship between a couple. Not love towards other things and so on.

People say that dealing with relationship is a tough job. Everybody wants to be in a relationship but nobody is willing to take the risk more than once. Hardly anyone is willing to sail a new ship again, after they’ve once got cheated and their ship sank under the iceberg of sperms.

Well, talking about it is not easy either. Some people just need another partner to make her happy; some people might hate the opposite sex entirely and would try to live their live without the presence of the opposite sex.

Why are you getting cheated in the name of love? Let’s talk equally from both gender point of view this time. Let’s not be gender biased because it seems both the parties are getting cheated all the time. However, I personally believe girls are the one mostly getting cheated in the name of a relationship.

But then, rather than talking about how and why you got fucked up in a relationship; which I’ve done multiple times, shouldn’t we focus on something aftermath the incident? Like what do you do in case you got cheated?

Ladies and gentleman, put aside your sentiments and listen to this.

1. Number 1 rule after getting cheated or when your partner dumps you is do not; I repeat; DO NOT post up lame comments or pathetic lines in any social networking sites. Like what you young sluts do by posting up sad pick up lines all over Facebook so that people would come sympathizing over the tragedy happened to you. I bet 99% of them would be guys who are just waiting to use up your pussy next. Don’t believe me? Test it out yourself, put up ‘I hate love’ shout out, and the next minute you would see 10 comments following up, with all the guys hanging their dick outside their pants just waiting to bury you in the name of another relationship.

Of course, everyone needs a person whom they can talk to. Well, I would strongly suggest do not befriend a guy at that moment, any new one especially; because physiologically you’re down and most of you fall into another relationship in no time because it makes you forget about the past. Give no exception; even I might not be any different.

2. Forget about all the things you’ve bought for your partner, and forget about all the fucks you’ve done for her. Enough of all the sentiments thinking about her and wasting your life drinking beer and smoking up weed. It’s not going to help. If you want to drink, drink for any other million reasons except for girls, that’s fucking lame and pathetic.

If that Kamachi left you for another guy, stop taking revenge and calling up her number or passing her number to other guys so that they can fuck her on behalf of you. If you feel happy doing that, think again. You’re clearly showing to the other guys that you’re not capable of doing anything to her (which also suggests that you’re ‘weak’), thus you’re passing the number to your friends. Isn’t it?

3. If you love to meet new people and think that would help up to forget things, then do it. However, do not upon up your pants for any dick that is roaming around whenever you’re socializing. Try limiting your circle of friends, and avoid meeting up with other couples. It only adds up to your trauma. Try solo backpacking, explore new things, or take up any job that keeps you always busy.

4. Rise immediately and think that you’re not the only one in this world that had failed in a relationship. In fact, billions of others had. What makes you any different from others? I’ve known girls who said that they’ve so many problems in life thus they’re not able to come up in life. When I interrogate them for detail, all they could come up with is love failure. Is that so many problems ay? Why the fuck do you have so much sentiment for a guy who had used you up at the age of 20? What is the point of thinking about the guy every single day and putting your life and people around you in a miserable end?

Plus, do not resort to stupid things such as suicide and so on.

Sentiments are good in life, but when you show it overwhelmingly, it’s a major disaster. Relationship is a risk. Do not expect whoever you’re sleeping with now is going to be the same one marrying you. Things can and will change in a second. If you’re not willing to take the risk of failure, then do not even think about relationship. Listen up to your parents and get married whenever/whoever they want you to.

5. Love is not something that is permanent (in most cases). With so much going on in life, allow yourself only a little of that. Be professional in a relationship. Do not go all over sucking the guy’s ball and licking the girl’s pussy like below.

“baby, i love u da chelem, alagi kutty,pandi kuttti, mayire matte kotte all”

People who use this above liners are the one always getting cheated in a relationship. And no need to use the Titanic level romantic line all la macha….

6. This is a simple one and had been repeated so many times. Do you know that there is always another pussy in the sea? That you can always find another one, provided the time works out for you? Well, as simple as that. Ah, do not come up to me and tell not all the girls and guys are the same to the one you loved. Of course not, at least expect the one coming to you next sticks with you rather than ditching you.

You live only once, why waste so much sentiment on love alone ay? What is the point of getting mental torture about all this anyway? What is the point of getting other’s miserable and get worried about you anyway? What are you trying to prove over your failure to secure a relationship? What can you do over a failed relationship? What can you answer for all the previous questions?

Enough of wasting your precious moments thinking about how many guys had fucked you up or how many girls had used up your money. Cherish the past as a lesson in life, live the present as the gift of God, target your future to achieve your dreams.

Rise, my dear friends, burn your sentiments and live your life!

TIME :)

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day.Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME.Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.

It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."

You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!

The clock is running!! Make the most of today.



At age 4 success is not peeing in your pants.

At age 12 success is having friends.

At age 16 success is having a drivers license.

At age 20 success is having sex.

At age 35 success is having money.

At age 50 success is having money.

At age 60 success is having sex.

At age 70 success is having a drivers license.

At age 75 success is having friends still alive

At age 80 success is not peeing in your pants



Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.



Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why its called the present.

Nightmare is kinda over.

I really wanted to blog for the past few days. But the idea to blog is just not there. Im afraid of saying something out that will atlast make me to weep. Yes,I was in pain. Terible pain that I'll neva ever forget in my lifetime. A nightmare it was to me and my family especially my mother. I sensed her love and care to the max during the times. 2 surgeries I went trough. I myself still on doubt on how strong was I undergoing the pains. But I believe it really makes me stronger.

Now Im kinda 'cacat' without my coccyx bone. Which means Im lack of two bones which make me to be abnormal from normal humans who'll be with 206 bones. Haha. Im imperfect now. As i always do. This time physically.

Im not into real blogging mood yet. Will be back soon to continue my writtings. Especially on my experience being in the operation teater for the first time. Im bed-rested till 13th February. I don't wana extend my holidays,hope I'll b able to walk by then. :)

Im not able to attent the CPT camp :'(

Im sad. Okie Im really sad. I cant attend the CPT camp with my friends tomorrow. :'( I'll have to go with other students from cohort 5 or 6 (juniors okie) WTH! Hmm.. M so dissapointed,really wanted to spend some time there with friends and lecturer's. Haiz! Tomorrow wil be the first day of camp,n Im gonna be in my house,stucked in my bed. Huhu T.T tsk.tsk.

Im bed-rested till 13th February and will only be back to college on the 14th February, its kinda long huh? Im gonna be super duper bored being in the house w/o any activities. Arggh.. If i could change the time,I change my plan and should had never attend the 'walking wif charriots' plan. Its too late now huh?

Maybe there's something better GOD has for me in future. I believe in that and keep going. But Im missing alot of classes in this second sem. One of my resolution for this year is to not skip clasess without reason,and now I do have a strong reason,but my heart don't seem to agree with it. I hope I can manage with all my lessons,assignments and Assesments.

God,show me some GRACE.

Tats all for today.

Broked my Coccyx bone :'(

Its been times since I blog about myself and kept copy-paste-ing stuffs. Alot of things happened in this few weeks time. Im currently bed-rested at home. I fall down and broke my coccyx bone. Coccyx bone is the last part of the vertebral column. There are 5 bones fused together there,and two broked and separated from the fusion. It hurts like hell. And there's no treatment for this except an operation,which they'll only consider if things goes worst. Mum is in holiday to take care of me. She's the only one by my side. The worst part is I can't even go to toilet,because Im not able to sit on the toilet bowl. Haiz! And what makes my life miserable right now is, I have to attend a camp from 24-28th January which requires me to do activities. This camp is about my Certified Personal Trainers (CPT)'s certificate. If the hours of activity is not completed,I wont be getting the CPT cert at the end of the day.

Mum had a talk with my Lecturer whose also the CPT's incharge,He said I cant skip this time and must foloow the next batch who'll be going for this camp since Its a compulsory to get this cert. If Im goin with the next batch,tey gonna be a complete stranger to me and I'l be missing a week of studies in my Sem. All this are completely making me to be at the lowest point of earth. Wish to see some better ways to get out of this.

Kinda bored just lying down in house doing nothing. My bestie,Cheelo will be coming tomorrow to visit and stay with me for couple of days. Hope I can feel much better with her presence. I do sense my mothers care and love towards me at the maximum level. She bath me,cook for me,feed me,change my clothes,put me up to sleep. Wow! I never know a mother's love will be this great. Maybe GOD's showing me,whose there for me when Im down :) I love u Mum !

Thats all for now :)

43 things that girls wish their boyfriend knows..

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she's important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too

Happy Relationships

50 things for a 'Happy Relationship'

* Start each day with a kiss.
* Wear your wedding ring at all times.
* Date once a week.
* Accept differences.
* Be polite.
* Be gentle.
* Give gifts.
* Smile often.
* Touch.
* Talk about dreams.
* Select a song that can be "our Song".
* Give back rubs.
* Laugh together.
* Send a card for no reason.
* Do what the other person wants before he or she asks.
* Listen.
* Encourage.
* Do it his or her way.
* Know his or her needs.
* Fix the other person's breakfast.
* Compliment twice a day.
* Call during the day.
* Slow down.
* Cuddle.
* Ask for each other's opinion.
* Show respect.
* Welcome the other person home.
* Look your best.
* Wink at each other.
* Celebrate birthdays in a big way.
* Apologize.
* Forgive.
* Set up a romantic getaway.
* Ask, "What can I do to make you happier?".
* Be positive.
* Be kind.
* Be vulnerable.
* Respond quickly to the other person's request.
* Talk about your love.
* Treat each other's friends and relatives with courtesy.
* Send flowers every Valentine's Day and anniversary.
* Admit when wrong.
* Be sensitive to each other's sexual desires.
* Pray for each other daily.
* Watch sunsets together.
* Say "I love you" frequently.
* End the day with a hug.
* Seek outside help when needed

30 Days Challenge

I took this challenge from someONE's blog and yet seeing many bloggers are with this currently. So decided to start with this too since Im out of topics currently to blog. Doing this together with other bloggers dont make me a COPYCATER! So,here it goes :)



Will start this soon :)

Eat Pray & Love :)

Liz (Julia Roberts):
"I am so sick of people telling me I need a man."



Felipe (Javier Bardem):
"You don't need a man, you need a champion."



"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."

If Love is no longer beautiful..

If love now
No longer meaningful
You gone
tore my heart
Until I fall
Into the hope

Losing your love
Stab my heart
Until I fall
In the hope

Intresting facts that I understand about LOVE

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man is worth your tears, and the one who is ,won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when your are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

My Dream House

This is my dream house. Just wanted to share with my friends here. I just love the modern and vintage combination develepmont in this houses. Wish to have for my own in future. One of the biggest goal in my life.

Kinda like this,with a mini landscape outside the house.

OR

Something like this. This is much more bigger then the previous one.
Maybe when wen combine and build our ipoh house,it will look somehow like this.

Side view. Just love this mini garden outside.
Just half renovated,not fully finished.
It will look more awesome with the gate and lights on.

I do wish to own this kinda house in my lifetime. I would like to be the interior designer for my own house with the ideas of mine ans My Incik Syg's. Hope it don't stay as just dream and I'll be able to achieve it.

Its 12th January's story :)

This is my 201th post in this blog. Since I've started it 1 year 8 months ago. Kinda little right? I dont have laptop last time,so I use to update when I go to cyber cafe only. Thats y its kinda little.

Heehe :) Well had preety good day with my friends in college today.

My semester ONE lecturer who suppose have no clases with us in Sem 2 do visit us regularly for relief clases. Because our lecturer for Sem 2, doctors from India aren't back to Malaysia yet from their New Year holidays. Hope they don't burden us or compress the timetable when they are back.

Mr.Wong, my previous Anatomy lecturer in Sem 1 who we use to call as 'Vellai Panni' told me a good news today. But I dont wana reveal it yet, waiting for the total 'thing' to come out. So for now,I already know for 2 subjects out of 4. Can't wait for this friday. Hope the result will be out this friday and not next monday. huh ! Seriously,waiting for somethings like this is a torture.

Im having a bad toothache lately. The pain is spreading to my ears and head. Especially when Im travelling in the bus, and when I lie down :( Hope can't get rid of this soon.

And I do have an assignment to be submitted this friday and its stil UNCOMPLETE! By head or crook,I must finish it tomorow!

Waiting for My Incik Syg to call. Then I'll sleep. Good night :) and Thanks for reading !

OMG! Assignments :(

I've alot in my mind. But don't know from where to start. So let me say that Im loaded with assignments at the current moment.
4 assignement for a subject.. 3 out of it to be passed up in this month itself.
And its quite complicated. Sem 2,the first day I got this 4 assignments tittle.

Shoulder Complex-14th January (Completed 1/4)
Elbow and Wrist COmplex-17th January (Incomplete)
Hip Complex-21st January (Incomplete)
Knee and Ankle Complex-7th February (Incomplete)

together with an Assesment on the 21st January on the Shoulder Complex and Planes & Axis.

Was not so happy on the very first day of the sem 2,as we taught we would get our result by then. But dissapointed as our result will be out either this friday or next coming monday. Its a torture waiting for the result you know. Haizz.. Hope it will be out this friday.

And there's a good news too. As the first step for my Diet programme. Im gonna register myself to a gym near my house. Had a talk with the Personal Trainer there. Affordable and the hours are flexible. It helps me to manage my time with my classes,assignment,personal life and gym. So,Im so happy about it. What ever it is,I wont give up easily and hope to see me in a good shape soon. Not only for fitness, But Im doing this for myself too. Since Im having quite a bad kinda asthma recently,so the cardio exercises will able to manage it rather then just be depending with the asthma pump.

So,thats all for now. Need to sleep. I've class at morning tomorrow :)

Secret of Success

There are 4 things a person needs for success. The two most obvious things first.
One, a medium amount of intelligence,
and two , a bit of imagination.

The third that you need for success is self-confidence.

And the fourth will be the Failure. To be really successful, you must first face failure. You have to experience it,feel it,taste it,suffer it. Only then u can shine.

p/s: This is personally felt by me after 19 years of living :)

Sincerely,
Priya

I can only wish :(

Why its very hard for me to be on my way?ired

Tired of pleading
Tired of trying to make things clear
Tired of trying to make things better

More and more tired when Im the only one whose taking all those inisiative!

Im really tired!

Why can't I be strong and bold as I was?
Why Im not as strong as my words are?
I just wish i could be MORE STRONGER!

But still,
I could only wish toO!

Life is still a long journey to me
Its not the END yet.. Altough I feel it that way

I feel sorry for myself..
The tears that I've had troughout my LIFE!

I'll make sure I'll make myself to be HAPPY in my years after..
With or without..

English or Malay?

Actually Im bored typing in English!

Feel like I cant really express myself out..



Hmm.. :(

Should i blog back in Malay?

or remain with English?



Or mixture?

Confused..