Im no more the leader of Cohort 4A :D

Seriously tired of almost everything thats going on with me. Its kinda hard for me to cope up with studies nowdays. Especially in this Semester 2. I dont know where's my stregth? I've dropped it somewhere and suffering now.

So, I took a decision to first resign my state as the Monitor of the class, wen I did so. Joseph wants to resign too. so both of us, officially resigned from being the Monitor and Ass.Monitor of the class. And there were some arguemnts at first, where some students don't wana lose us. But, at the end, we managed to convince them,and there was a voting session and a new Monitor and Ass is choosed. Seriously, Im so damn happy when this happens. Honestly. Im free form all the burdens of students attendance, Mc's and etc's.

Feel much better and relieved. And I've hurt my knees today. Hit on the edge of my class table. It hurts when I take bath. Hate it. With plaster now. Hope it will heal quickly. Tomorrow is Friday, it means ter'll b 3 hours break in between the class which the times I love the most.

I already have some plan sketched to occupy the 3 hours tomorrow. First, Im goin to head to the temple. And then Lunch, with friends or alone and at last will end up in Library with my Cardio lecturer. I do have some doubts on the Congenital Heart Disease's which is taken by Dr.Anil.. So Im gonna have some quality time with dr.Srikanth in library to clear my doubts and quesstions.

Wish to find my stregth again and get back to the track :)

Till then, bye from me !

Pain :(

Sad. Bored. Tired. Pain. Stress. All came up together and driving me to hell currently. I need more time for myself. My ownself. Just me and my life. For sometime. Till I get a good picture of my future. Why its just very hard for me to live on.

Is the problem really caused by me? But, why I dont realise it even after many times I falled and skinned my knees.

I wish there'll be rain. That can wash away all my pain. Now itself!

p/s : Please understand !

Fat-en-ing

Im damn stressed for this past few days. I ate aloot today. Seriously like aloot today. Hang out with girlfriends today at our SECRET park. Seriously I ate alot today.

Starts with lunch at McDonald, then Nasi goreng Cina, Burger Ayam special and additional, I finishd almost a F**king bottle of this :

Cn u imagine? A bottle of this is finished !

Im seriously under a very bad stress! I know. I need break form all this and YES ! I need a vacation ! :'(

OMG !

Im very very very the busy currently ! Assignmnts, assesments and presentations are going beyong my occipital level. Huhu ! Stil standing on.

It has been 4 days since I stepped to gym. So bad. Will try to make myself to be there tomorow. M goin to my college library tomorrow. We do have group discussions for CardioRespiratory subject's presentation.

Im sick of being the Monitor of my class. I almost lost my voice due to shouting to about 99 students in my class. Holly shit ! And I really hate being the leader to my group 1 for almost 4 subjects. It burdens u know. Kwakwakwa ! I mght end up being mad soon. Hope there'll b WiFi connections in Tanjung Rambutan.

Im waiting eagerly for Sunday! 3rd april 11 *suprise*

p/s : I miss HIM aloot !