story of a gadis ☂

Lif Moves ON =D

2011-06-18T21:33:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since I've posted anything here. Many things happened in between this time. Some good and some are bad. But, it makes me strong enough to walk in this life path.Im in my 3rd semester now. On Practicals :) Not yet get into it, I was in a RET camp last week, so this whole week frm the 20th June till 25th, we'll b on posting briefings. On 27th June I'l start my Praticals already.. Can't wait to experience it !

2 weeks and 2 days ago :) A miracle had happened in my LIFE. Im happy for what is it. I don't wana blog on it. As time goes, it will reveal on it own. Enough of publishing everywhere and at last I got nothing with me.

We'll see how it works this time. I just need happiness and some peace. I don't mind being selfish to have just this kinda happiness in my life.

p/s : I wish I do have a father too ;( Happy Father's Day to all father's in this world.

Movies :D

2011-05-16T13:13:00.000-07:00

Yeaay ! I've watched both Engeyum Kadhal and Vaanam movie. Superb ! I'll rate 10/10 for both the movie. :)

So now time to study for finals !

p/s : Good Luck Priya =D

Finals Semester 2 ;)

2011-05-15T17:51:00.000-07:00

Finals semester 2 is on 23rd May 2011. Which means another 1 week to go. On next Monday, by this time.. I'll b sitting in my examination hall ! Its my study week now, Bt its not a holiday, a study week where we should be present to college and study there. Pfft !

But, Im on MC today. Not feeling well. Fever, Flu and asthma again & again. Feelig kinda better aft visiting Dr.Selvaraj. :) His medicines cures me earlier then it should. Wish to be as good as him one day. One very fine day. Im healing from all the pains. And really feeling much more better now.

Really regretting for letting my mum behind in many decisions I've took in my life, which goes against me right now. Fine. Im strong enough to face the consequence thats created by myself. Im ready mentally and physically. Sometimes, the memories do hurt aloot. Night markets, babies, mamak stall and etc. But, I can say that Im loving this pains. It makes me stronger aft falling again and again.

I just wish. Well, when u said Im wrong in this or that, I wish u'll be there always to guide me to the correct path. Not by just living me and going after somebody else whose better then 100% as u said. Anyway, no point talking about anything anymore.

Currently in a mood to continue to study. Just that. More to go in coming years, and Im goin to practical in few weeks time aft my Finals.. So might never get time to online. Im not sure wether I'll b in Melaka Hospital or Ipoh Hospital. Not sure on my practical venue yet, but will soon get myself updated with IT. Thats all for now then.

p/s : Bye to all my lies, fake attitudes and worst characters that had drown hell. Searching for the real me now !

hard, but stil trying !

2011-05-08T11:40:00.000-07:00

Its damn hurting

And very hard this very time :/

But, I'll keep trying always

:')

Inspiring words :)

2011-04-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

I've got back all the stregths that I've said i lost yesterday. Thanks to DrSachien for his talks,words, encoragement and support. Without him, I may never have the kind of mind set I do own now. I wish I should have seen u earlier. Maybe my path had been in a different and correct trak.

Dr.Sachien

Well, as he says. Its not too late yet, we are stil just 19. Average of 60 years more to live. So, he askd me to plan wisely according to this 5 qualities :

1) Discipline

2) Respect

3) Manners

4) Responsiblity

5) Academics

And he told that, without the top 4 things, No point having academics in life.. Its not gonna bring anyone of us far ! He also said that only smal things in this world can merge and become big things for us.. And if the base is not strong, the building can never stand still. Altough it looks beautiful and eye-catching, it will collapse 1 day.Im seriosuly astonished on what he said. The exact words I need actually to improve. And he said many more things to be used in my daily life as a daughter, student, gal and most important, a human being!

Mesmerized, Thanks aloot sir ! N thanks to Dr.Srikanth too.. He taught me aloot of lessons in my life, His words was my stregth ! And as he said, he taught me Cardio tday on th e Congenital Heart Diseases and in 1 sight, I've got onto my mind wat it was all about. Million thanks to evryone out there who deeply wished to see some changes in myself and my life. I wish I can do some changes to help myself to stand and live in this world alone !

Dr.Srikanth

Additionaly, Its my College's Cport Day tomorrow. Its held in Padang DBKL,Brickfields for 9am-5pm :) Im gonna enjoy myself. I've entered few games such as netball, 'Tarik tali' with my classmates and Station Games with my gals :) Yippee ! Im gonna enjoy myself tomorrow!

P/s : Hope I wont fall in any ways and hurt my 'coccyx' again !

Till then, bye !

Im no more the leader of Cohort 4A :D

2011-04-28T10:45:00.000-07:00

Seriously tired of almost everything thats going on with me. Its kinda hard for me to cope up with studies nowdays. Especially in this Semester 2. I dont know where's my stregth? I've dropped it somewhere and suffering now.

So, I took a decision to first resign my state as the Monitor of the class, wen I did so. Joseph wants to resign too. so both of us, officially resigned from being the Monitor and Ass.Monitor of the class. And there were some arguemnts at first, where some students don't wana lose us. But, at the end, we managed to convince them,and there was a voting session and a new Monitor and Ass is choosed. Seriously, Im so damn happy when this happens. Honestly. Im free form all the burdens of students attendance, Mc's and etc's.

Feel much better and relieved. And I've hurt my knees today. Hit on the edge of my class table. It hurts when I take bath. Hate it. With plaster now. Hope it will heal quickly. Tomorrow is Friday, it means ter'll b 3 hours break in between the class which the times I love the most.

I already have some plan sketched to occupy the 3 hours tomorrow. First, Im goin to head to the temple. And then Lunch, with friends or alone and at last will end up in Library with my Cardio lecturer. I do have some doubts on the Congenital Heart Disease's which is taken by Dr.Anil.. So Im gonna have some quality time with dr.Srikanth in library to clear my doubts and quesstions.

Wish to find my stregth again and get back to the track :)

Till then, bye from me !

I neva wanted to be like any ONE of you.

2011-04-21T04:25:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the compliments guys.
So happy with what I've read. I dont know in which angle Im seen as the 'ONE' u said.

Im neva trying to be as any ONE of you, because I know I might not be prefect now, But I can be a 'so called' perfect one fine day.

And seriously I don't need any words from YOU.

I might be bad in my own way, But not everyone will be the same always.

Things might change,people do change too as time goes.

I never want to be as wat I was, I didnt ask to be bad.

But I was, Im learning to overcome it.

YOU dont have to support, but please dont discourage ME.

P/S : I neva wanted to be as any ONE of you even in million years.

Never say Never ♥

2011-04-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

I wana watch Justin Bieber's Never say Never so badly :(

No one to teman or bring me OUT!

Nvmine, I'll go alone asapossible !

Never say Never Priya! Im coming JB ♥
Muaxx

My Toptop's new Scandal :)

2011-04-18T21:43:00.001-07:00

With god's grace, I've bought a new printer. Canon Ip2770 with my own savings. It make my smile even wider wen I knew that Im good in savings and spending nowdays.

Packaging :)

Actually I just wanted to survey on printer's price first. But then, since it was on promotion and the price was good, I decided to buy it. My bro added more then half of the printer's price. We went to Plaza Low Yat and bought it there in the 4th floor, Thunder Match Sdn.Bhd. It was just RM109. Then my bro was the one carrying it all the way home. :D

But before that, we went to KFC and tried out the new chicken chop with mushroom soup. I can tell u that the taste was awesome. I was in love with the mushroom gravy placed on top of the chicken chop. Mesmerizing taste, and I upgraded my drink to Krusher Mocha sumting. It was good too. But, we didnt take any picture in KFC since it was damn packed with people and we were starving :) I realised of it oni wen the chicken chop with mushroom gravy is safetly placed in my intestines.

My Toptop with her new Scandal :)

Slide shows and Suprise :)

2011-04-16T21:19:00.001-07:00

Preparing slide shows for class presentation. Even its not my first time preparing one, but still feel kinda nervous. Hope evryting turns good. :D
Seriously,nowdays Im receiving aloot of suprises from 'someone' whose identitiy is still a secret. Hmm :( I can't tink of anyone. Anyway thanks aloot to u, if u are reading my blog. Please do come forward, because most of the tings in my wishlist is happening, So i guess he/she might be reading my blog too. seriously, Im so eager to know u..

Chicken Wings :)

Domino's

p/s : Someone ordered Domino's Pizza and sent it to my home and tey paid it with credit card, stil wondering who? Hmm ! Nyway thanks aloot to 'tat person' since I've never tasted Domino's before.

Myna Myna ♥

2011-04-16T07:36:00.000-07:00

One of the best movie I've watched in my LIFE. Myna is seriously a must see movie by teens even adults in tis millenium. Wat true love means. Personally I salute the director for coming up with such a movie.

Some told me tat the heroine looks kinda like me, it makes me so eager to watch the movie. I dont see any similarities btwn us,maybe just the eyes. Kinda oni. But seriously love the way she dance in the 'Myna Myna song'. Simple and real acting. Hats off to Amala Paul. Great Job.

Seriouly love the movie too much! TRUE love can never dies, start to believe in IT ♥

Loving IT !

2011-04-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

Nothing much. This picture speaks everyting tat I wish to say and feel towards my beautiful LIFE. Yeah, Im living IT! Full hearted--ly for the first time. Just me, Me and ME ! I love tis u :)

Current craze of AFC food channel~

p/s : U r in ME toO!

Quote #1

2011-04-14T11:08:00.000-07:00

If falling in LOVE can be decided,

Life would be easier

♥

Happy New Year Indians :)

2011-04-14T10:58:00.000-07:00

Im HAPPY today. Dont ask me why. Cause I myself dont know wats the reason for my happiness. Huhu ^.^

My Kinesiology and Biomechanics test was good. I gave my level besh and hoping for good marks. I targeted above 15/20. Lets see !

But I just know that today is Indian's New Year and I've done with all my assesments and assignments. Ters oni 1 more asignment to b submitted on the 26th April 11 and 2 more presentations to go. Which i've completed, just left on presenting and divdng the presentors and fasi's during our presentation session.

God, show me some grace and mercy. I love u ♥ Missing HIM aloot !

p/s : Currently addicted to Yennule yennula sg from 'Yaar Kutraam'! Wer cn I get the full song download?

Items to my Closet ♥

2011-04-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

I bought and was gifted with some new items for my closet which was left on for some times. Lets check it out. It makes me to loss some sort of my stress when I see new items in my closet ♥

Rack for papers.

New bag :)

Laptop Skin Retro :)

New watch from mum :)

Heels from my sweet sista :)

Nude flat shoes from SomeOne :)

And the greatest gift eva! MP4 in Blue ♥

And there are many more to go. Next entry coz I forgot to take picture of it. A new headphone with phone accesories and few T-shirts :D

Pain :(

2011-04-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

Sad. Bored. Tired. Pain. Stress. All came up together and driving me to hell currently. I need more time for myself. My ownself. Just me and my life. For sometime. Till I get a good picture of my future. Why its just very hard for me to live on.

Is the problem really caused by me? But, why I dont realise it even after many times I falled and skinned my knees.

I wish there'll be rain. That can wash away all my pain. Now itself!

p/s : Please understand !

Will u still be there?

2011-04-10T13:25:00.000-07:00

Will u still love me even if I’m not perfect? Wil u stil love me even if I’m not the kind of person u wished I were? Wil u stil look into my eyes with warmth wen we make love? Wil u still hold my hands even if u knew ter will b times I’d let u down?

For though I yearn to take care of u as I should, though I desire to love u wit a love tat never falters and fades, my knees tremble tis very moment tat u hold me in ur arms. Shall I hold ur hand and bask in the light of ur spirit knowing tat I have my darkness, knowing ter will be times tat the light of my love will sometimes be overshadowed by the darkness tat is in me?

Sometimes I’d be silent and might bore u. I may not laugh at ur jokes, and you may not understand the spell tat’s enshrouding me. Sometimes I’d get troubled and I’d fail to put into words wat the hell it is tat troubles me. I wouldn’t be good company then, and I couldn’t make you smile.

Sometimes I’d get moody and might not enjoy the things u’d like us to do together. Sometimes I’d lose my temper and I’d no longer act like the fine person who stands before u today. Sometimes I’d get jealous and I might say tings I don’t really mean. Sometimes I’d talk too much tat I might drive u crazy.

Sometimes I’d get touchy and I’d get hurt easily. And no matter how mature I try to be, at times I’d act in childish ways. I’d demand things I shouldn’t, I’d say tings I shouldn’t say. And no matter how much I desire to protect u and make u happy, sometimes I’d be the one who’d cause u the most pain.

If u will love me, I cannot promise u tat I wil not hurt u. I cannot promise u tat I will not make u cry and that I’ll never break ur heart. But if u love me, I will bare my whole self naked before u, and I will reveal to u my soul. If u will love me, u can be certain tat it is I tat u wil love, not a mask tata fools u and gives u only wat ur eyes desire to see. If u will love me, u can be certain tat u will love the depths of me, all of me tat is in me, and I in turn will love u with all of me, with all my soul, wit all my mind, with all my spirit, with all my flaws and beauty and with all my heart!

Polo for my Mother (:

2011-04-09T04:34:00.000-07:00

I bought a new handbag for my mother. I wats planning for it for a long time actually. Finally I got it for my lovely mum after months.

Its from Polo ! Seriously, it really looks good on my mum. I taught its kinda big for her. But trust me, It was damn nice. For the first time in my LIFE, Im really really really satisfisd after buying someting wif my own money.

p/s : Nice aite?

My HEART !

2011-04-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

Something had touched my HEART today !

And hell yeah !

Its YOU !

Is it wrong to care?

2011-04-05T09:00:00.000-07:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

p/s : Just wish 'MY SUMONE' would read this. SO he knows how I really feel towards HIM !

Credit to Diwi Sis blog !

Fat-en-ing

2011-04-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

Im damn stressed for this past few days. I ate aloot today. Seriously like aloot today. Hang out with girlfriends today at our SECRET park. Seriously I ate alot today.

Starts with lunch at McDonald, then Nasi goreng Cina, Burger Ayam special and additional, I finishd almost a F**king bottle of this :

Cn u imagine? A bottle of this is finished !

Im seriously under a very bad stress! I know. I need break form all this and YES ! I need a vacation ! :'(

OMG !

2011-04-01T10:18:00.000-07:00

Im very very very the busy currently ! Assignmnts, assesments and presentations are going beyong my occipital level. Huhu ! Stil standing on.

It has been 4 days since I stepped to gym. So bad. Will try to make myself to be there tomorow. M goin to my college library tomorrow. We do have group discussions for CardioRespiratory subject's presentation.

Im sick of being the Monitor of my class. I almost lost my voice due to shouting to about 99 students in my class. Holly shit ! And I really hate being the leader to my group 1 for almost 4 subjects. It burdens u know. Kwakwakwa ! I mght end up being mad soon. Hope there'll b WiFi connections in Tanjung Rambutan.

Im waiting eagerly for Sunday! 3rd april 11 *suprise*

p/s : I miss HIM aloot !

1st Day in Gym :)

2011-03-25T22:46:00.000-07:00

1st day at gym :)

It was gooood but damn tiring! Im getting use to the machines. There are few that I used yesterday. Did cycling for 50 minutes in hard rock level. The max is 8, I did around 20 mins with 8 and 30 mins with 8 level. Cycled around 9km's.

Then I went for treadmil. But I didn't run, just walked in high speed. Around 7km for about 40 minutes. Then on the steps ups n few more machines wic I dont know their name. As my target, I already burn around 500-600 calories. But, wen Im home yesterday at around 10.30pm, my mother kept 'carrot cake' wic she bought from night market for myself. Huhu :/ Maybe I had incresed around 100-200 calories. Hmmm..

So bad ! But today, I started my day actively. M happy ! Hope this goes on till I achieve my target. On weekends it wil be from 4pm-10pm :) So, I might be goin around 5pm.

Gym Confession :)

2011-03-24T21:59:00.000-07:00

Successfully registered with TOP GYM ! Yahoo ! I'll make sure I'll workout rajin-ly and be in good figure as I dreamt. The battle starts today at 4pm.

Muka HAPPY for getting wat she wants !

:D

P/s: Abaikan the 'make up'. Camwhorng at home ♥

When u said forever, I taught it was FOREVA ♥

2011-03-24T13:08:00.000-07:00

Thanks darling. You honoured me so much after so long. Its been time since someone did that to me. I even miss the old one who did that to me. LOl ! I feel funny for myself. Thanks once again. Im off !

Trust me. Im off !

Seriously OFF!

Take care!

Goodbye~

p/s : I meant forever ! ♥

Whitten your teeth for FREE at home

2011-03-23T02:34:00.001-07:00

Don't spend your hard-earned money on expensive teeth whitening kits! Get the very same results absolutely free. Don't pay a high office call to go to the dentist and get your teeth professionally whitened! You can have white teeth with things that are probably just sitting in your medicine chest or kitchen cupboard. Don't bother with those gel packs that you have to leave on your teeth. Don't buy that expensive mouthwash for smokers! You have everything that you need to brighten and whiten your teeth right in your own home. Remember that this is free and it works.

Do I have these items in my house?

All you need to whiten your teeth are simple household products. Ok, first go to the kitchen. Open the cupboard where you keep your baking supplies. Do you have baking soda? You probably do. Spoon about two teaspoons of baking soda into a little bowl or cup. Now, travel over to the nearest bathroom. Open the medicine chest. Do you have hydrogen peroxide? You probably have this common household item, too.

How do I make this paste?

Drop two or three teaspoons (this may not be exact) of the hydrogen peroxide into the baking soda, making a paste. This sometimes takes a little trial and error. Be sure it is the same consistency as toothpaste. If you wish, you can add a bit of mint flavoring or even a small dollop of toothpaste.

How do I use this free whitener?

Brush your teeth with your mixture, being sure to leave it on your teeth for at least two minutes. Do NOT swallow this paste! Trust me, you wouldn't want to swallow it- the taste is not the best. To make the paste taste better, try to use the above tips. This will help to make the taste a little bit tastier.

What should I do after using this paste?

After you finish brushing with this free paste, brush again with regular toothpaste to rid your mouth of the taste as well as the peroxide solution. You will be amazed at just how white and bright your teeth will be! Many smokers and heavy coffee drinkers use this little trick. This may be a home remedy that your grandmother even used.

NOTE : Must not use this paste more then once a week.

10 Tips on Manicures at home

2011-03-22T09:09:00.000-07:00

This is a fun, easy, and safe way to achieve polished fingernails without paying the higher beauty store prices when going through these ten steps. This is for adults only, or to do with adult supervision for younger girls, always keeping safety in mind, and always putting the products up safely after use. Before beginning, wash your nails thoroughly, even with the polish on your fingernails. Try mostly to get your nails clean underneath your nail cartilage where it is not attached to the skin before beginning. If you notice growths, tiny knobs under there, or any redness or dirt substance that does not come out from under your fingernail bed, stop this process, and go to see a medical doctor.

You will need:

1 pack of cotton balls
1 fingernail polish remover
1 emery board
1 nail trimmer
1 cuticle remover
1 bottle of fingernail polish
A couple of paper towels
Nail polish removing.

Firstly, take out as many cotton balls as needed one at a time, and safely douse each fingernail with nail polish remover, until your whole fingernail is your natural true color. It is available now at the stores in bottle or sponge form in a bottle. For the sponge type, you have to dip your finger into the container, usually a plastic one, and swish your finger around frequently checking it to make sure your fingernail polish is coming off. For the fingernail polish in the bottle without a sponge embedded in it, you have to carefully tip it about a fourth of the way over using the cotton ball at the top to stop up the top from spilling out all over, and If you need to, you can have some paper towel handy to wipe off any excess fingernail polish remover that spills over as a result. Whichever fingernail polish remover you choose, swab your fingernails one by one until they are your natural color.

If you frequently use fingernail polish, your natural nail can become tinted a little of a yellowing color, not to be confused with bold yellow, and not red or green, or swollen. If your fingernails or fingers start to become red, green, or swollen, seek medical attention immediately. If you are doing ok, and your nails are now their natural color, go to step 2.

Filing your nails with an emery board.

Next, you should have what is called an emery board. An emery board is usually a very inexpensive fingernail board used for filing down rough nail surfaces that is rough on the surface at least on one side. An emery board should not be used to scrape your natural nail surface at all. It will make your smooth fingernails rough.

You can use the emery board quite effectively on the end of your nail, in order to give it a consistent shape and make the tip of your nail smooth, not rough. Emery board comes in all shapes and sizes, and you can even look for one to fit your personality or wardrobe color-wise. As soon as you are done smoothing the tips of your nails in a uniform manner, proceed to the next step 3.

Trimming your fingernails.

A fingernail trimmer is used in your home nail process when you want to reshape or shorten your nails more efficiently than with an emery board. You can make your fingernails shorter using fingernail clippers, which are clippers that are small in size designed to fit your nail shape and be able to cut your fingernail tip surface, without having enough force in them to really do massive cutting damage, but still use safety.

You should trim your nails at least once a month if they are healthy. Never trim unhealthy, discolored or brittle fingernails. Never trim your nails to the quick, which is the place where your fingernail cartilage meets your skin.

Be mindful of safety, even at this stage of the process. If you have hypoglycemia, or any other disease such as Parkinson’s or nerves, do not clip your own fingernails if you might have an issue of safety. Some fingernails are hard, and take some sharper fingernail cutters to cut through them. If this is the case with yours, you may want to consider going to a salon or a simple medical visit and have a professional trim them. However, if not, trim away. This is mostly a basic and fun procedure for most people. Then start with step #4.

Cuticle removing.

Next, you need to use your cuticle remover to remove your cuticle, or actually push it down. Your cuticle is that soft skin that forms at the bottom of your fingernail at the place where your fingernail cartilage and your skin meet. It is just like a foreskin. Its job is to cover the place where your nail cartilage meets your skin, and make a smooth transition for that to happen. As your fingernails grow, your cuticle skin stretches, and this process of removing your cuticle pushes back that excess to promote your nail growth and health.

Again, you would want to check your cuticle area for rashes, redness, swelling, discoloration of any kind, and if any of those issues are present in your cuticle, seek the advice of a medical professional before pushing it back.

If you find that it looks pretty much like your fingernail and finger color, but with a different smoother and softer texture, go ahead and push the cuticle back with the cuticle remover, which is a little stick like device with a softer but firm tip made especially for the cuticle. It is not a cutting type tool. It looks a little shorter than a chopstick, but has a necessary soft tipped end to make sure that your cuticle does not get damaged.

Push back your cuticles one at a time using the cuticle removing tool. These are available from nearly any beauty supply store, or store that carries fingernail accessories of any kind. These are also relatively inexpensive.

It is important to note that if at any time in your process for any reason, if your nails start to bleed mildly or a lot, stop this procedure at once. This is not likely to happen in a normal fingernail manicure, but it may be a nice way of warning you of a problem with your own nails that you may need to get medical attention for.

Pick a color.

Now you are ready to pick out a nail polish color from your own home nail polish collection. Pick out a color that matches your skin coloring, outfit styles that you wear, or shade of lipstick. If you polish your nails frequently, make sure that you give them one or two days to air out and breathe naturally to promote healthy nails in between polishes.

Application of finger nail polish color.

Each bottle of nail polish comes with it's own applicator inside the bottle, attached to the handle of the fingernail polish bottle. Just unscrew the fingernail polish bottle, and scrape off the excess fingernail polish on the fingernail polish brush applicator on the side of the bottle itself. You can use a paper towel for this process, but you may end up with paper towel residue mixed into your color, so I would not recommend it. Also, you need to make sure that you have a steady hand for this in order to get your finger nail polish on your fingernail area only, not on your skin. Skin always needs to breathe, and cannot with polish on it.

When you are ready, take the applicator holding non-dripping color to your nails, brushing from the base of your fingernails upward towards the top tip of your nail. Make sure you coat your whole nail evenly. Starting at the base of the nail and applying polish in an upward motion helps you evenly coat your nail.

Correcting polish mistakes.

If you make a mistake, take a paper towel and douse it with nail polish remover as you did with the cotton ball in step one, and try to get the excess polish off your skin using the flat edge of the paper towel. Then, if you need to re-coat that fingernail, go ahead. If not, great. Just move on to the next fingernail until you are done.

Second coats of nail polish.

Wait at least ten minutes before applying a second coat. You should not paint over your nails another time unless your nail polish is dry the first time. Without air, or low to medium speed fans blowing on them, it will take about five minutes for your fingernails to dry. Using high-speed fans near your wet nail polish can move your fingernail polish around your fingernail and mess its even coat up.

Quick drying nails.

You can buy the quick drying kind of nail polish at the stores, or a quick drying sealer that is clear over the color of your nail polish to quicken drying if you are in a hurry. As a reminder, do not attempt to polish your fingernails in an area that does not have proper ventilation. And do not polish your nails around the face of infants.

Since the day we first met..

2011-03-21T22:13:00.000-07:00

Since the day we first met,
I knew it was love,
God answered my prayers,
you came down from above...

You gave me your heart,
and taught me to trust,
for the first time ever,
it was more than just lust...

Your sweet loving words,
are not to be compared,
I am forever your partner,
my soul I have bared...

Every day I wake up,
with a smile a mile long,
I know that we are solid,
I know that we are strong...

So never put into question,
my feelings being true,
because I have found my one and only,
And I will always love you.

Another day.

2011-03-21T21:49:00.000-07:00

Its bored being in holidays this way. I miss my classes. Seriously! do have around 4 assignments to be done currently!

Assignment on Applied Anatomy 3

3 other Assignments on Biomechanics.

But stil i do feel free, dont have much attitude to start it early. Well, Im not tat kinda particular student. Woke up, took nasi lemak with a cup of howt milo. Started blogwalking and giving on post now. Kinda been thinking since yesterday, on things I've done in my past and present now. There's alot to think and reconsider. Y didnt I be like HiM. More wise and matured in taking decisions in life.

But Im proud to say that I was once his. Huhu :) Memories are kept forever. All those misundersatand I take it as lesson in order to go on with future. Pity my dear friends.. They had been calling & texting me all the while, but I didnt ans or reply to their text. I kinda miss them. But wait, till I feel betta.

And my FB is still out of time. I dont have one. And i really dont wish to own one. Such a problamatic social network it was to me. Maybe i might have one in future. When Im working or on my last year of Medicine program. Lets see in future.

And you ! Trust me. Ur attitude towards me now is more like taking advantage on me after the chance I've given u ruined. So betta wake up, orelse I might take dramatics decisions. Not only you,maybe none other can change me then. U dont really know bout me still. Maybe! I am a kinda physco. Even every human being in this earth are. Mirror urself dude.

My room :)

2011-03-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

I've decorated my room to b a betta place to spend on. So bored with the same old deco's. I dont have much money to spend on it. But stil tried my besh to make my small room be a good place for me to stay on til we shift to our new house. It means my new bigger room. LOL

So,here it goes.

My bags,belts and stuffs hanger.

My study table.

My bookshelf wif wadrobe.

So,thats my room for now till I get a bigger one in my new house. Missing my classes ady. 1 week holiday kinda sick to me. Bored !

Current Craze :D

2011-03-13T00:44:00.001-08:00

I wan all this shoes. Badly ! But, why its all only sold in States. I want all this like so much. Pheew :/

Assignments ! tsk.

2011-03-12T22:13:00.001-08:00

Tensed with Assignments ! Huhu :(
Dont even have time to spend with my LOVE whose here in KL ! Not enough with assignemtns load, I do have Mid Sem exams from 14th-18th of March. Yahoo! After that wil be my Mid Sem break. Im gonna dance for a week ! Hehe :D

Assignments :/
Kinesiology 2- Elbow and Wrist Complex!
Kinesiology 3-Hip Complex!
Kinesiology 4-Knee and Ankle Complex!
Cardiorespiratory 2- Objective Assesment of Patient!
Pengajian Malaysia 1- 3 major Kaum in Malaysia. Describe from all aspects.

All this to be sent tomorow! 14th March 2011!

And another Assignment to be sent on 18th March for Applied Anatomy 3- Origin,Insertion and Action of ALL muscles in Human Body! Around 644 muscles ! Auuwww.. :/ tsk.

And my Mid Sem's schedule will be :

Pengajian Malaysia on 14th, Kinesiolgy on 16th, Cardiorespiratory on 17th, Applied Anatomy and Biomechanics on 18th of MArch 2011 ! Haiz ! God show me some grace for this semester. I missed alot of classes due to my admission in hospital. Kadavle ! Give me more strength to overcum my anxiety and nervousness.
But from my life wise,Im very happy with my mum,siblings,friends and my LOVE around me. Life is great to be treasured wif loved ones around us al the time. I've planned something for my LOVE, hope it wil workout,working for IT ! ♥

p/s: Waiting for my 2nd money eagerly !

Appointment with a plastic surgeon.

2011-03-02T02:17:00.000-08:00

2 March 2011. Im absent to classes tosay since I have to visit a Plastic Surgeon in HUKM for an appointment. Due to my perinael abscess surgery caused by my coccyx bone fracture. So had a direct appointment with Dr.Oomen George today. Honestly, he's a gentleman and a worth-figure like of a well-known doctor. His touch do have the gentleness.

So,let me cut it short. So, I bumped into him the first time and he didnt drag me to anywhere and confirmed me with a good result. Where, I dont have to go trough another surgery on the plastic surgery nor skin graff. It seems the wound could healed by itself but it do take kinda a long time still. Its just the matter of patience.

The other happy news is I dont have to go for a dressing anymore since it cause me rm25 per session every 2 days once. U'll never trust me if I say that my loan only left of rm3++ within a month from rm1+++. Sigh ! But, I do have to do the dressings at home since my wound is still raw and it might get dirty and cause infections, so he supplied me with 'aquacell' which is a plaster that supplies nutrients and takes a good inisiatif care for my wound to heal.

And I bought normal saline to wash the wound before getting it dressed up. All cost me around rm35 with few anema's for my external use. Im preety good today. And its a holiday tomorrow since there's a symphosium to be held on 4th and 5th March organized by my college which Im participated too. So I got to get ready for it !

Till then, goodbye !

Facebook =)

2011-02-28T07:47:00.000-08:00

Facebook. Lol ! its just a social network, but for me, It had played a major part in my life since I activated it. I remember, the person who introduced me to it, past 2 or 3 years ago, told me that Im gonna dislike FB because its not colourful. Maybe since I love to customize my Friendster acc with colourful stuff, it made him to think that way.

But I did really love it. I falled in love with my FB account. Almost everyday I log in to FB to update status and comment on others stuffs. Sometimes,I'll visit FB few times a day. It was listed in my basic needs before. But,now..

I have DEACTIVATED it ! Yes I did ! To my close friends, they might got a heart-attack with my statement. But, yes I did ! Finally. Without hesitance,regrets or what so ever. Im out from the FB world and healed fully from the addiction period. Yeah, I might loose many of my good friends and my old school and classmates. But I dont find any better reasons to spend it with the wrong peoples there.

The main cause of me deactivating it was the problems that is constantly occuring in my relationships and life. 80% out of 100% problems in my relationship are caused by the FB. Either its on a third person act or myself. So, I decided to reduce the friction in my relationship and took this as a major changes that can make my relationship better. One of the step on raising myself up !

So, officially announcing. I'm a girl without FB =)

p/s : hope it made u HAPPY darling !

A note for Priya !

2011-02-27T22:41:00.000-08:00

Priya,

Rise up high for a life. A better living. They dont respect you now because u have nothing. They make u feel like u're not tittled to live. So,go on with ur life. Come up,raise urself. Be someone. And prove that they are worng. People who are afraid to introuduce u as 'wat it should be'. Will realise and come after you for one day. For ur money maybe. So go on Priya ! Raise up and live ur life.

The pain and tears that are flowing now,will come to an end one day. One beautiful day. Make urself to be someone. Ignore people who dont appreciate you. No point cyring and waste ur life nor ur tears for people who dont worth it.

Remember,a person who worth ur tears will never make u cry. i hold on it. People who simply make me and happy seeing me cry is not the right one for mys life. The End.

From ME to YOU =)

2011-02-27T22:06:00.000-08:00

Dear you,

I do not know who are you, or where or when we will meet, but hope it is soon. I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me, for me, not hope for someone who thinner and prettier. I hope you won’t compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me if I get sick and be trustworthy

I hope you will remember that I prefer roses to daisies and that my favorite color changes with my mood. Please know that my eyes aren’t blue, they’re brown flecks of navy. Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first, but please don’t afraid to kiss me. I won’t slap you or push you away. I’m sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date, please don’t stress about where to take me; what’s important is that I’ll be with you.

If I cry, please know it isn’t because of you, just hold me close and I’ll heal quickly. And if it is because of you, I’ll heal just the same. And if we decided to break up, please understand that I may be bitter, but I’d like to be your friend if you’ll let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though you’ll never admit it, and when you are ready we’ll have a friendship.

Please tell me if anything I do bother you, or if something just doesn’t sit right. I would like you to always be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you will shower me with confidence and smile. I hope you don’t think that I’m asking too much of you. I hope you understand that I’m a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish I could tell you how or when we will meet and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a new game of cards and…. (sigh)… I’ve never been good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you. Thanks for listening; this is all that I ask..

Its my Birthday =)

2011-02-26T07:16:00.000-08:00

*My new hairstyle*

Today is 26th of February. It means,tomorrow is my birthday !

Looking forward to celebrate it with my special ones. And Im with a new style now. Some changes can bring me to reality that the memories are over.

I overslept today. And Im loaded with 5 assignments which needs my attention at the very moments. And Im stil on my birthday mood! Haiz :)

p/s: 'U'll neva change' Thanks !

Exhausted!

2011-02-11T22:40:00.000-08:00

Exhausted. Okie tat wil be the right word to say how I feel now. Im freaking lonely in my lifepath. Im happy woth everything tat I own now altough tey are somethings that unsatisfy me. But I have to agree with the nature,that not everyone's life is perfect. Im planning to start my class back on coming Monday,14 February ;) Which is seriously just another Monday to ME! Im happy with my decision.

Altough its like kinda hurtimng sometimes, But Im still Happy with my decision. I guess Its the right time for me to decide what I want n dont in my life. I've done alot of mistakes in my life. Things that I cant correct somehow. So,I guess this decision,the particular ONE,Im right! Lets be more practical and live on rather then weeping on the past and waste time for nothing.

I have my own lil room now,with new curtains,shelf,wardrobe and a study table. Im happy as I had decorated my room with my own desires and my own savings. Thats the best among all. Its a great satisfaction when we do something with our own money ;)

Im looking forward to go to college on coming Monday and spent some good time with my friends n no letting behind 'to catch up wif my studies'!

p/s: Lately,mood for blogging is like ----- ! Got it uh? :P

Wasted Sperms !

2011-02-07T23:47:00.001-08:00

This article relates only about love and relationship between a couple. Not love towards other things and so on.

People say that dealing with relationship is a tough job. Everybody wants to be in a relationship but nobody is willing to take the risk more than once. Hardly anyone is willing to sail a new ship again, after they’ve once got cheated and their ship sank under the iceberg of sperms.

Well, talking about it is not easy either. Some people just need another partner to make her happy; some people might hate the opposite sex entirely and would try to live their live without the presence of the opposite sex.

Why are you getting cheated in the name of love? Let’s talk equally from both gender point of view this time. Let’s not be gender biased because it seems both the parties are getting cheated all the time. However, I personally believe girls are the one mostly getting cheated in the name of a relationship.

But then, rather than talking about how and why you got fucked up in a relationship; which I’ve done multiple times, shouldn’t we focus on something aftermath the incident? Like what do you do in case you got cheated?

Ladies and gentleman, put aside your sentiments and listen to this.

1. Number 1 rule after getting cheated or when your partner dumps you is do not; I repeat; DO NOT post up lame comments or pathetic lines in any social networking sites. Like what you young sluts do by posting up sad pick up lines all over Facebook so that people would come sympathizing over the tragedy happened to you. I bet 99% of them would be guys who are just waiting to use up your pussy next. Don’t believe me? Test it out yourself, put up ‘I hate love’ shout out, and the next minute you would see 10 comments following up, with all the guys hanging their dick outside their pants just waiting to bury you in the name of another relationship.

Of course, everyone needs a person whom they can talk to. Well, I would strongly suggest do not befriend a guy at that moment, any new one especially; because physiologically you’re down and most of you fall into another relationship in no time because it makes you forget about the past. Give no exception; even I might not be any different.

2. Forget about all the things you’ve bought for your partner, and forget about all the fucks you’ve done for her. Enough of all the sentiments thinking about her and wasting your life drinking beer and smoking up weed. It’s not going to help. If you want to drink, drink for any other million reasons except for girls, that’s fucking lame and pathetic.

If that Kamachi left you for another guy, stop taking revenge and calling up her number or passing her number to other guys so that they can fuck her on behalf of you. If you feel happy doing that, think again. You’re clearly showing to the other guys that you’re not capable of doing anything to her (which also suggests that you’re ‘weak’), thus you’re passing the number to your friends. Isn’t it?

3. If you love to meet new people and think that would help up to forget things, then do it. However, do not upon up your pants for any dick that is roaming around whenever you’re socializing. Try limiting your circle of friends, and avoid meeting up with other couples. It only adds up to your trauma. Try solo backpacking, explore new things, or take up any job that keeps you always busy.

4. Rise immediately and think that you’re not the only one in this world that had failed in a relationship. In fact, billions of others had. What makes you any different from others? I’ve known girls who said that they’ve so many problems in life thus they’re not able to come up in life. When I interrogate them for detail, all they could come up with is love failure. Is that so many problems ay? Why the fuck do you have so much sentiment for a guy who had used you up at the age of 20? What is the point of thinking about the guy every single day and putting your life and people around you in a miserable end?

Plus, do not resort to stupid things such as suicide and so on.

Sentiments are good in life, but when you show it overwhelmingly, it’s a major disaster. Relationship is a risk. Do not expect whoever you’re sleeping with now is going to be the same one marrying you. Things can and will change in a second. If you’re not willing to take the risk of failure, then do not even think about relationship. Listen up to your parents and get married whenever/whoever they want you to.

5. Love is not something that is permanent (in most cases). With so much going on in life, allow yourself only a little of that. Be professional in a relationship. Do not go all over sucking the guy’s ball and licking the girl’s pussy like below.

“baby, i love u da chelem, alagi kutty,pandi kuttti, mayire matte kotte all”

People who use this above liners are the one always getting cheated in a relationship. And no need to use the Titanic level romantic line all la macha….

6. This is a simple one and had been repeated so many times. Do you know that there is always another pussy in the sea? That you can always find another one, provided the time works out for you? Well, as simple as that. Ah, do not come up to me and tell not all the girls and guys are the same to the one you loved. Of course not, at least expect the one coming to you next sticks with you rather than ditching you.

You live only once, why waste so much sentiment on love alone ay? What is the point of getting mental torture about all this anyway? What is the point of getting other’s miserable and get worried about you anyway? What are you trying to prove over your failure to secure a relationship? What can you do over a failed relationship? What can you answer for all the previous questions?

Enough of wasting your precious moments thinking about how many guys had fucked you up or how many girls had used up your money. Cherish the past as a lesson in life, live the present as the gift of God, target your future to achieve your dreams.

Rise, my dear friends, burn your sentiments and live your life!

TIME :)

2011-02-04T07:28:00.000-08:00

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day.Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME.Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.

It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."

You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!

The clock is running!! Make the most of today.

At age 4 success is not peeing in your pants.

At age 12 success is having friends.

At age 16 success is having a drivers license.

At age 20 success is having sex.

At age 35 success is having money.

At age 50 success is having money.

At age 60 success is having sex.

At age 70 success is having a drivers license.

At age 75 success is having friends still alive

At age 80 success is not peeing in your pants

Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why its called the present.

Nightmare is kinda over.

2011-02-01T09:56:00.000-08:00

I really wanted to blog for the past few days. But the idea to blog is just not there. Im afraid of saying something out that will atlast make me to weep. Yes,I was in pain. Terible pain that I'll neva ever forget in my lifetime. A nightmare it was to me and my family especially my mother. I sensed her love and care to the max during the times. 2 surgeries I went trough. I myself still on doubt on how strong was I undergoing the pains. But I believe it really makes me stronger.

Now Im kinda 'cacat' without my coccyx bone. Which means Im lack of two bones which make me to be abnormal from normal humans who'll be with 206 bones. Haha. Im imperfect now. As i always do. This time physically.

Im not into real blogging mood yet. Will be back soon to continue my writtings. Especially on my experience being in the operation teater for the first time. Im bed-rested till 13th February. I don't wana extend my holidays,hope I'll b able to walk by then. :)

Im not able to attent the CPT camp :'(

2011-01-23T05:57:00.000-08:00

Im sad. Okie Im really sad. I cant attend the CPT camp with my friends tomorrow. :'( I'll have to go with other students from cohort 5 or 6 (juniors okie) WTH! Hmm.. M so dissapointed,really wanted to spend some time there with friends and lecturer's. Haiz! Tomorrow wil be the first day of camp,n Im gonna be in my house,stucked in my bed. Huhu T.T tsk.tsk.

Im bed-rested till 13th February and will only be back to college on the 14th February, its kinda long huh? Im gonna be super duper bored being in the house w/o any activities. Arggh.. If i could change the time,I change my plan and should had never attend the 'walking wif charriots' plan. Its too late now huh?

Maybe there's something better GOD has for me in future. I believe in that and keep going. But Im missing alot of classes in this second sem. One of my resolution for this year is to not skip clasess without reason,and now I do have a strong reason,but my heart don't seem to agree with it. I hope I can manage with all my lessons,assignments and Assesments.

God,show me some GRACE.

Tats all for today.

Broked my Coccyx bone :'(

2011-01-22T19:07:00.000-08:00

Its been times since I blog about myself and kept copy-paste-ing stuffs. Alot of things happened in this few weeks time. Im currently bed-rested at home. I fall down and broke my coccyx bone. Coccyx bone is the last part of the vertebral column. There are 5 bones fused together there,and two broked and separated from the fusion. It hurts like hell. And there's no treatment for this except an operation,which they'll only consider if things goes worst. Mum is in holiday to take care of me. She's the only one by my side. The worst part is I can't even go to toilet,because Im not able to sit on the toilet bowl. Haiz! And what makes my life miserable right now is, I have to attend a camp from 24-28th January which requires me to do activities. This camp is about my Certified Personal Trainers (CPT)'s certificate. If the hours of activity is not completed,I wont be getting the CPT cert at the end of the day.

Mum had a talk with my Lecturer whose also the CPT's incharge,He said I cant skip this time and must foloow the next batch who'll be going for this camp since Its a compulsory to get this cert. If Im goin with the next batch,tey gonna be a complete stranger to me and I'l be missing a week of studies in my Sem. All this are completely making me to be at the lowest point of earth. Wish to see some better ways to get out of this.

Kinda bored just lying down in house doing nothing. My bestie,Cheelo will be coming tomorrow to visit and stay with me for couple of days. Hope I can feel much better with her presence. I do sense my mothers care and love towards me at the maximum level. She bath me,cook for me,feed me,change my clothes,put me up to sleep. Wow! I never know a mother's love will be this great. Maybe GOD's showing me,whose there for me when Im down :) I love u Mum !

Thats all for now :)

43 things that girls wish their boyfriend knows..

2011-01-22T10:50:00.001-08:00

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she's important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too

Happy Relationships

2011-01-22T10:46:00.000-08:00

50 things for a 'Happy Relationship'

* Start each day with a kiss.
* Wear your wedding ring at all times.
* Date once a week.
* Accept differences.
* Be polite.
* Be gentle.
* Give gifts.
* Smile often.
* Touch.
* Talk about dreams.
* Select a song that can be "our Song".
* Give back rubs.
* Laugh together.
* Send a card for no reason.
* Do what the other person wants before he or she asks.
* Listen.
* Encourage.
* Do it his or her way.
* Know his or her needs.
* Fix the other person's breakfast.
* Compliment twice a day.
* Call during the day.
* Slow down.
* Cuddle.
* Ask for each other's opinion.
* Show respect.
* Welcome the other person home.
* Look your best.
* Wink at each other.
* Celebrate birthdays in a big way.
* Apologize.
* Forgive.
* Set up a romantic getaway.
* Ask, "What can I do to make you happier?".
* Be positive.
* Be kind.
* Be vulnerable.
* Respond quickly to the other person's request.
* Talk about your love.
* Treat each other's friends and relatives with courtesy.
* Send flowers every Valentine's Day and anniversary.
* Admit when wrong.
* Be sensitive to each other's sexual desires.
* Pray for each other daily.
* Watch sunsets together.
* Say "I love you" frequently.
* End the day with a hug.
* Seek outside help when needed

30 Days Challenge

2011-01-19T10:01:00.000-08:00

I took this challenge from someONE's blog and yet seeing many bloggers are with this currently. So decided to start with this too since Im out of topics currently to blog. Doing this together with other bloggers dont make me a COPYCATER! So,here it goes :)

Will start this soon :)

Eat Pray & Love :)

2011-01-14T22:29:00.000-08:00

Liz (Julia Roberts):
"I am so sick of people telling me I need a man."

Felipe (Javier Bardem):
"You don't need a man, you need a champion."

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."

If Love is no longer beautiful..

2011-01-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

If love now
No longer meaningful
You gone
tore my heart
Until I fall
Into the hope

Losing your love
Stab my heart
Until I fall
In the hope

Intresting facts that I understand about LOVE

2011-01-12T10:25:00.000-08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man is worth your tears, and the one who is ,won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when your are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

My Dream House

2011-01-12T08:23:00.000-08:00

This is my dream house. Just wanted to share with my friends here. I just love the modern and vintage combination develepmont in this houses. Wish to have for my own in future. One of the biggest goal in my life.

Kinda like this,with a mini landscape outside the house.

Something like this. This is much more bigger then the previous one.
Maybe when wen combine and build our ipoh house,it will look somehow like this.

Side view. Just love this mini garden outside.
Just half renovated,not fully finished.
It will look more awesome with the gate and lights on.

I do wish to own this kinda house in my lifetime. I would like to be the interior designer for my own house with the ideas of mine ans My Incik Syg's. Hope it don't stay as just dream and I'll be able to achieve it.

Its 12th January's story :)

2011-01-12T08:09:00.000-08:00

This is my 201th post in this blog. Since I've started it 1 year 8 months ago. Kinda little right? I dont have laptop last time,so I use to update when I go to cyber cafe only. Thats y its kinda little.

Heehe :) Well had preety good day with my friends in college today.

My semester ONE lecturer who suppose have no clases with us in Sem 2 do visit us regularly for relief clases. Because our lecturer for Sem 2, doctors from India aren't back to Malaysia yet from their New Year holidays. Hope they don't burden us or compress the timetable when they are back.

Mr.Wong, my previous Anatomy lecturer in Sem 1 who we use to call as 'Vellai Panni' told me a good news today. But I dont wana reveal it yet, waiting for the total 'thing' to come out. So for now,I already know for 2 subjects out of 4. Can't wait for this friday. Hope the result will be out this friday and not next monday. huh ! Seriously,waiting for somethings like this is a torture.

Im having a bad toothache lately. The pain is spreading to my ears and head. Especially when Im travelling in the bus, and when I lie down :( Hope can't get rid of this soon.

And I do have an assignment to be submitted this friday and its stil UNCOMPLETE! By head or crook,I must finish it tomorow!

Waiting for My Incik Syg to call. Then I'll sleep. Good night :) and Thanks for reading !

OMG! Assignments :(

2011-01-11T07:05:00.000-08:00

I've alot in my mind. But don't know from where to start. So let me say that Im loaded with assignments at the current moment.
4 assignement for a subject.. 3 out of it to be passed up in this month itself.
And its quite complicated. Sem 2,the first day I got this 4 assignments tittle.

Shoulder Complex-14th January (Completed 1/4)
Elbow and Wrist COmplex-17th January (Incomplete)
Hip Complex-21st January (Incomplete)
Knee and Ankle Complex-7th February (Incomplete)

together with an Assesment on the 21st January on the Shoulder Complex and Planes & Axis.

Was not so happy on the very first day of the sem 2,as we taught we would get our result by then. But dissapointed as our result will be out either this friday or next coming monday. Its a torture waiting for the result you know. Haizz.. Hope it will be out this friday.

And there's a good news too. As the first step for my Diet programme. Im gonna register myself to a gym near my house. Had a talk with the Personal Trainer there. Affordable and the hours are flexible. It helps me to manage my time with my classes,assignment,personal life and gym. So,Im so happy about it. What ever it is,I wont give up easily and hope to see me in a good shape soon. Not only for fitness, But Im doing this for myself too. Since Im having quite a bad kinda asthma recently,so the cardio exercises will able to manage it rather then just be depending with the asthma pump.

So,thats all for now. Need to sleep. I've class at morning tomorrow :)

Secret of Success

2011-01-07T03:41:00.000-08:00

There are 4 things a person needs for success. The two most obvious things first.
One, a medium amount of intelligence,
and two , a bit of imagination.

The third that you need for success is self-confidence.

And the fourth will be the Failure. To be really successful, you must first face failure. You have to experience it,feel it,taste it,suffer it. Only then u can shine.

p/s: This is personally felt by me after 19 years of living :)

Sincerely,
Priya

I can only wish :(

2011-01-06T22:12:00.000-08:00

Why its very hard for me to be on my way?ired

Tired of pleading
Tired of trying to make things clear
Tired of trying to make things better

More and more tired when Im the only one whose taking all those inisiative!

Im really tired!

Why can't I be strong and bold as I was?
Why Im not as strong as my words are?
I just wish i could be MORE STRONGER!

But still,
I could only wish toO!

Life is still a long journey to me
Its not the END yet.. Altough I feel it that way

I feel sorry for myself..
The tears that I've had troughout my LIFE!

I'll make sure I'll make myself to be HAPPY in my years after..
With or without..

English or Malay?

2011-01-06T11:36:00.000-08:00

Actually Im bored typing in English!

Feel like I cant really express myself out..

Hmm.. :(

Should i blog back in Malay?

or remain with English?

Or mixture?

Confused..

Sincerely, Me !

2011-01-05T03:13:00.000-08:00

Thank you for this once happy life..
I was too tired to go through all this anymore
Maybe its true what people said ..
We are not compatible with

I think you do not comply with me
I am not your correct choice
Im not suitable to make you happy

Look for a girl like her
She will abide by what you say
She will be ready to treat you like a king
She will be happy to just see you every day
But Im not that type

I always want something more
I want a happy conversation with you
I want attention from you

Moreover,

I want love from you

This are all things which are too big for you to give to a GIRL
The person u once loved!

I'm a bad girl
Damaged
I just fit into the street
Enough

I was not able to make you happy in any ways
I'm not suitable to make u happy

SIts very easy for you to ask for break up nowdays
I know, I have no more meaning in your life
For you, I'm just a piece of shit..
Whom u obediently want to give life too..

I know, I have been away from your heart such a long time
Its been time since your love for me had fade
I do not want to trouble you again

Find the right one
Who can make you happy ever after

Sincerely,

Priya Subramaniam

I miss u

2011-01-02T01:41:00.000-08:00

I miss u dear..
More than ever nw tat u left
I am use to u
Being gone for weeks
I never taught to expect

I still see u
Giving me tat crooked smile
And telling me tat everyting wil b alright
I should known u were wrong,
But I taught tat ur smile
and words don't lie

I was dead wrong!

I trusted u..
With all my heart
But,
know m hollow
bcoz u stole wat was rightful mine
u stole my heart,
my soul and
my pride..

But I miss u more wif every passing day!

I need LOVE.. But u dont need ME :(

2011-01-01T22:07:00.000-08:00

Im sick and tired..

Really tired..

SO Its a time for me to make a decision practically and not emotionaly..

Let me consider alo of things before its too late..

I dont wana regret in future..

And I wan my life and this new year..

Be a good year to me..

If others is good and happy

Y can't I? Wers my mistake?

Are u really sure that all the fault is just mine?

And nothing in u?

U do always just SEE my faults and mistake..

Sit and think again~

And..

I do know that Its in my hand to decide.

wether Im gonna be HAPPY or SAD in future!

As my mother said..

Let me think again..

Because its my LIFE~

p/s: I need LOVE.. U dont need ME :(

Suprise..

2010-12-31T00:49:00.000-08:00

Well,It was a SUPRISE!
But not for me..
But to the gal next door.. The florist guy made a wrong knock to my house..

Hahax.. Just had a feeling as tough my Incik Syg did it..
But when the florist guy wished Happy Birthday..
I knew it was wrong.. Hahax.. Since my birthday falls in Feb.. This seems to be quite..
I mean REALLY early..

Sigh..
I knew.. This kinda suprise wil neva happen in my LIFE..
U should be either BEAUTIFUL or LUCKY to get this..
Im arent in the both categorize.. :(

Let go..
So,i wished her birthday..
It seems she feel unlucky to be borned on the very last day of the year..
But told her shes stil lucky for having a LOVING boyfriend..
It seems her bf is from Penang.. But working in Kedah..
So he sent the flowers all the way from Kedah..

And it seems it was actually to be sent to her office..
All of a sudden.. It was a public holiday today..
Thats y.. her bf was confused on the house address..

Hehe... Anyway HAPPY for u dear young lady..
And she offered me the ferero rocher..
I refuse to take it.. Since its from her BELOVED..
Its all belong to just HER :)

She allow me to SNAP it!

30 things that often WOMEN hides..

2010-12-31T00:43:00.001-08:00

There are many things that any woman would rather be understood implicitly. Ye did not have time to tells? Please read.

1. When a woman says she is sad, but he did not shed any tears, it means that she was crying in her heart.

2. If he ignores you after you hurt her, you better give him time to calm down again before you criticize him by saying sorry.

3. Women looking tough thing he hates about the most he unfortunately. So many women who was heartbroken when the relationship was broken in the middle of the road.

4. If a woman falls in love with a nurse male nurse, the man will always be in his mind while he was out with another man.

5. When the man she loves and love staring into her eyes sharp, he will be melted like chocolate!

6. Women love compliments, but do not always know how do I receive a compliment.

7. If you do not like the girl who likes you half to death, gently push his love, not aggression, because there is a spirit inside of you women will not know if he already made the decision, he will do anything.

8. If a nurse she began distancing themselves from you after you reject his love, let him for a while. If you still want to consider him a nurse friend, try to gently scolds him.

9. Women love to express what they feel. Music, poetry, painting and writing is the easiest way they express their hearts.

10. Do not tell this woman that they are not directly useful.

11. Being too serious can turn off the mood of women.

12. When the first man she loved in silence to give a positive response, for example, contacted by telephone, the girl would be indifferent as if not interested. But once the algae are placed, he would scream and not liking to ten minutes, all her friends will know the news.

13. Smile gives meaning to a thousand women. So do not smile arbitrary.

14. If you love a woman alone, try to start with friendship. Then let him recognize the depth.

15. If a nurse gives a woman a thousand and one reasons every time you call out, leave him because he was not interested in you.

16. But if at the same time he was awaiting a call from you or contact you, please continue your efforts to memikatnya.

17. Do not guess what she feels. Ask him alone!

18. After a girl falls in love, he would often wonder kenapalah I do not see this man earlier.

19. If you are looking for the lookout, the most romantic way to seduce a nurse girl, try hard-rajinkan hand menyelak love books.

20. When class pictures come out each time, the first thing is to find the woman who stood next to the fruit of her, then himself.

21. The former boyfriend will stand in his mind but the man she loves will be in place now is in his special!

22. The greeting 'Hi or Assalamualaikum' alone was enough to brighten the day.

23. Good friend who knew just what he was feeling and going through.

24. Most women hate men who befriend them just to 'tackle' the most beautiful friend.

25. Love means devotion, care, honesty and happiness without any compromise.

26. All women want a male nurse who loves them wholeheartedly.

27. Weapons women are tears!

28. Women love when people he loves holding occasional surprise for her (gifts, flowers or just a romantic greeting card). They will feel overwhelmed and feel that he loved my sincere heart. With this he will not doubt you.

29. Women easily fall in love with men who care for them and good on him. So, if you want to know how to attract women-pandailah.

30. Actually simple romance because what he wants to feel loved and cared for nothing but a full life.

Note: not necessarily in the top 30 things all exist in every woman. But times are now too many men who 'apply' the above matters tu

Happy New Year 2011

2010-12-30T11:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

May the GOD bless everyONE with

Health,

Wealth,

Prosperity and

Happiness always!

Have a BLAST with ur loved ONE dears

:)

Addiction of year 2010

2010-12-30T10:56:00.000-08:00

I bought more shoes in this year 2010 :)
I'd start to ♥ heels and wedges..
They are AWESOME..!!

Following the upcoming trends!

This would b the most xpensive pair of shoes that i bought this year
RM105 after 20%!

White wedges..
One of my diwali shoes

This heels will be the latest that I've bought..
It cost RM69.99

Actually there are more shoes that I've bough this year..
If Im not mistaken 9 pairs more..

But I managed to snap pixs of only shoes that are kept in my room..
Personal Wardrobe :)

Priya ♥

Journey of Life in 2010

2010-12-30T09:09:00.000-08:00

Wow..
Its 31st Dec 2010..

It means.. This is the last day of the year 2010 before we step into the 2011..
and it means this will be my last post for the year 2010..

Wow.. I just couldn't stop saying wow..
Hahax..

Well i was chit chatting with aloot of my old friends today..
People who were once close to me.. And not really..

But,Im quite happy i guess.. With things that's going on..
Every single thing that ever happened in my life.. seems to had turned me up to be a good person..
With this beautiful oppurtunity.. I would like to thank my MUM and SIBLINGS..
for bringing me up till this level..
OMG!
Im gonna be 18++ tomorow.. This is incredibly not predicted..

Well Im not really ready u noe..
Its gonna come to an end..
Wer all the mistakes that I've made to others.. Or to myself..
Had brought some big changes into my LIFE..

Altough most of the incidents in year 2010 was not favourable to ME..

Some of the moments in my 2010:

Jan 2010

-Meet Krishnan for the 1st time..
-Some bad moments in OUR life
-Enjoyed the rest moments
-Coloured my hair

Feb 2010

-In ipoh since Chinese New Year
-Celebrated Valentines together
-Unofficial marriage
-Miscarriage
-Celebrated my birthday *Suprise

March 2010

-Back to JB
-Happy + Sad moments together
-SPM Result was OUT
-Curled my hair

April 2010

-12 april I was back to KL
-Applied to Mahsa

May 2010

-Studied in Mahsa
-Enjoying with friends

June 2010

-Skipped clases
-Ran back to JB
-Quit from Mahsa

July 2010

-Searching for job
-Planned to stay away from family

August 2010

-Joined Windfield International College
-Stayed in hostel
-HE gt to know everything about me

Sept 2010

-Hell kinda life
-SLAVE

October 2010

-Ama's diwali shop
-Changed my mind on LIFE
-Throwed everything

Nov 2010

-Diwali
-Met HIM again
-LOVE rejoices again
-Did well in Mid Term Sem ONE

December 2010

-Doing well in studies
-Finals Sem ONE
-Lose weight around 7kg's
-Ipoh-Tambun trip
-Happy Relationship
-On sem break till 10th January 2011

Thats all for the year..
It was really a year full of incidents and memories to me..
Since the past years will be always gone with school.. studies and friends..

No much traumatic moments as this year 2010..

So bye2 2010.. U taught me alot of lessons in LIFE..
N welcome 2011.. Bring more Happiness to my LIFE.. and people around ME

Priya ♥

Good News

2010-12-28T01:18:00.000-08:00

Received a msj from my Patho lecturer..

91 for Patho?
Highest in cohort A,B and C?

1st in college for Pathology?

Huhuuhu (,") Cant believe it still..
It means i already have an A+ out of 4 subjects!

Hehe :D

Waiting and stil waiting..

P/s: I'll seriously treat myself if i really get what i wished!

Walking away again..

2010-12-22T02:35:00.000-08:00

Everything about me seem to be a problem to HIM..
It makes me feel as if tht Im x eligable for anything in LIFE!

Am i really ONE?
Im walking away!
Sorry.

For u i might be a coward!
But,I did this for our own sake!

Im really tired of hurting myself
again and again.

He's here.. Im here too.. But we are so far..

2010-12-22T02:31:00.000-08:00

I wanted something for years..
N im yet still so far from IT!
Even writting this.. drown me to tears..

Why? Why?
I miss HIM.. But! he just dont udstand!

He dont know wat i want.. N he never wanted to know..
Patience is my best friend currently..

Im sick and tired of all this..

Mum just gave up on ME!
Because Im the wan who always take decisions of my life and end up in a worst part!
Im sick and really tired of everything!

The only problem is,Y am i stil hoping when i know its not gonna happen?
this really sucks..

i TRUST its gonna be favaourable to ME aft all we had gone trough
But im dead wrong..
Its getting even worst..

Like,i know..
Its gonna be there forever..

Im afraid.. I might loose it again!
this time i might not turn back

I know u'll never be the ONE!

2010-12-22T02:22:00.000-08:00

i wana go to the beach at night.

lie down on the sand
facing the dark sky
looking at the stars

and when i turn to my side.
there you are.
beside me
holding my hand
and we count the stars
till dawn.

ps: i know u'll never be the one.

My FINALS is next week (T_T)

2010-12-16T07:33:00.000-08:00

Haha..
My TO-DO list tertonggeng just like that!
Hehex.. Nvmine wil continue with IT once Im back..

Seriosuly damn busy..
Its my FINALS next week!

Wish me LUCK!

Just stay the F*** away from ME

2010-12-15T03:55:00.000-08:00

Jealousy flows through your veins as though it were completely natural.

And dominance centres itself in your heart.

You are the one in control.

You are a complete monster and I’m sure deep down you know it.

You may be trying to protect yourself from pain, but in reality you are just causing pain.
No one can win with you and I’ve been warned from the beginning.

I am not going to turn into a person like you just to feel better about myself.

I’m sorry, I can’t.

I am going to remain true to myself and stay the fuck away from you.

Day 2 ;)

2010-12-13T05:31:00.000-08:00

Brush my teeth n take bath

(everyone)

Lotion

Eat and drink

send text to my boyfriend

(almost evrytime i take my phne)

Smile to stangers

(Im friendly u now?)

Get into a bus

(Metro usually)

Revision

(oni if ters XAM or asgments)

Online

(FB and blog)

Sleep

(evry1 do this uh?)

Day 1 ♥

2010-12-12T01:53:00.000-08:00

I love to paint my nails with rainbow colours

Love reading shakespeare's tales

I love western foods

I love my boyfriend

I easily get hurt but it heals very slow

Love xploring and learning new things

I love hanging out in malls alone

I had a best friend Alice

(R.I.P Alice)

I bite my nails often

10#

Im a spooner

10 days Challenge !

2010-12-12T01:47:00.000-08:00

Since m always out of mind on wat to blog bout..
I decide to do this..
Folow the steps of Dahlia on doing this :)

N Im gonna train myself to update evryday..!

Here we go..

Stress or Hormone?

2010-12-08T05:46:00.000-08:00

Im seriously not on a good mood lately!
Everything seems to be not good to ME :'(

Please do stay away..
N STOP showing me fake LOVE!
I just hate this..

I'm not sure wether u realise or not!
But,
U're hurting me again and again!

P/S: Stress or Hormone?

December,be kind to ME plese?

2010-12-04T01:36:00.000-08:00

Latest ME =)

Quite emotional lately!
I dont want this..

And,
I know I dont need this :'(

Seriosuly its hurting wen u start expecting!
Just let me be myself please?
Do free my heart from breaks.. Cause it might drown one day!

Enough,
December,Please be kind to my HEART!

Im the top-est in my Cohort among 150 students !

2010-12-02T05:26:00.000-08:00

Hahahaha...
Im happier today then yesterday!

Guess what!
I got 20/20(5/5) for my Physiology test that was held on Wednesday this week!
and the best part is,For now Im the highest in the whole cohort.. A, B,and C!!
Ters a gal from India,whose teh best pesaing to me now.. She's behing ME in 0.2 marks.. Nother 18 days more to final,marks can just change anyhow before teh final!

Seriously hoping for a good end!
Well,my MUM use to say that getting highest and being the best of all is not important!
Its the matter of maintaining the same performance till the end of my course!

N for the Pathology Assignment that i handed today.. I got 5/5
and for Assesment 4 for Pathology also 5/5

:D

Im HAPPY for everything thats going on now!

Exam week & Hindi Songs :D

2010-12-01T06:19:00.000-08:00

Today is 1st of December 2010..
It means ter's nother 31 days fro a new year.. And my new sem :)
M enjoying each day with full of happiness...

Had an exam today!
Physiology Assement 3.. Wow,it was seriously super hard!M
Managed to do IT!
Targeting 4/5 oni..

Lets wait and see..
I might get the marks by monday..

And Im currently addicted to an old hindi song!
From kuch kuch hota hai movie..
"Tuhje Yaad Na Meri Ayee"
I find this song simply superb.. With beautiful and meanigful lyrics,togetha with mesmerizing tune!
Jus simply love IT so much!

And nother few songs from the Mujhse Dosti Karogi movie..
Yeah,d main song "Mujhse Dosti Karogi" and "Jaane Dil Mein Kab Se Hai"
Beautiful songs!!

Tomorow I do have another test.. This time its for Pathology!
Its gona be my last test for this subject before my Assesment!!
:D N passing up my Last assignment for this subject tomorw toO!

Its getting late,and my boOks are 'lagu-ing' my name!
Will be back very sOon!

P/s:5th dec is my sister's bufday! Planning!!

Night with family

2010-11-28T02:14:00.000-08:00

This was on diwali night..
I spend a night out with my family!

It was a short but sweet outing..
We went to KLCC for dinner in Nando's
We planned on to Chili's,But there was a long Q outside..
Customers waiting to enter after tables are empty..

So,we decided not to waste time there and entered Nando's
The food was good,not the best la for ME..
but,I love the starter dish.. It was a combination of pita bread,1000 island sauce
wif kebab kinda stuff.. Wif chicken wings and vegetable rolls!

My sis and Mum!

Me and my brother!

And my food was the 1/4 chicken wif rice and witout sideline together wif Iced Chocolote..

While my mum n brother'sis 2/3 of chicken with sidelines..
And my sis ate chicken's chest meat burger wif Iced Lemon Tea..

The place was quite romantic actually.. With kinda dim light and we were chating befor the food served..
And we planned for a movie after te dinner..

After the dinner,we left KLCC and headed to Sentul Cinema..
We watched Uthama Putiran movie midnight show..
It was a freaking funny movie.. All of us laughed worst than an insane kid..
And afte the movie.. around 2.45am we left the theater to Brickfields..
To take a closer viewof the Little India's fountain!

My mum and sis!

And had a supper in McD.. Wer i and sis tokk Nuggets and my bro and mum ate Burgers..
Came home silently.. And wen to sleep.. The tiredness was still felt the next day!

One of the beautiful days in my LIFE-spending with my family!
IHEARTTHEM!

DiwaLi mode stil ON !

2010-11-27T12:43:00.000-08:00

In Diwali mode still!
♥

New Assignment of the week!

2010-11-27T12:08:00.000-08:00

Patology 4-Infections! COMPLETED!
Physiology 4-Ptuitary Glands and Hypithalamus in Brain
Anatomy 3-Vetebral Column and Joints in Human Body!

Some of the pictures of my previous Assignments!

Anatomy's!

Physiology's!

Thats all! Its just the parts from my assignments!
Im getting good marks so far for the effort that I've put for each Assignment!

4 Assignments Pending.. Must b finished in 4 days.. =)

2010-11-09T20:38:00.000-08:00

Its 10th Nov today.. Wic means i only have another 4 days till my holidays end..
Unfortunately.. I stil do have 4 assignments to be completed..

Huuhu =)
Im getting sick of this..

Nearly 70 pages each.. Hand-Writting.. Wif drawings and etc =(

Anatomy 1-Cartilage in Human Body
Anatomy 2-Movements in Human Body
Physiology 3- Sumting to do wif respiration
Pathology- Necrosis and Inflammation

Adui.. Pity-ing myself..
Go2 chayok darling!

A long break..

2010-11-08T01:50:00.000-08:00

I've almost forgotten that i do own a blog..
Hehe.. Thats kinda funny to me..

Im just too busy with everyting around me..
I jus udstood ONE.. Everytime Im back to bloggging..
Ters alwis sum changes in my LIFE..
either my status.. position,mood or kinda tings..

Haha.. Predicting.. And recalling back to me is just a waste of time..
I consider it as my life karma..
There is still something ON.. which makes me to go trough all this..
I believe in that..

I trust myself more then anything else right at this moments..
For true,if without myself.. I wont be here..
Still standing strong beyond all the difficulties..
Im just missing my childhood life..

Kinda happy.. Wif fun.. Laughs.. Giggles..
Witout knowing bout the coming days.. Ekonomi.. Savings..

Hmm.. Nothing is gonna bring me back ter..
Neither swan nor doremon.. :P
Happy with wat Im aving now..

And wil stay happy forever this way..
EDUCATION.. Right now,you are the light to my life..

Womens are better to be seen.. Then to be udstand!

2010-10-31T21:41:00.000-07:00

20 Perkara Tentang Wanita

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

3. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

4. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

5. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

6. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa. Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

7. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni langsung tak berguna.

8. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

9. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

10. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

11. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

12. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

13. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

14. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

15. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

16. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

17. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

18. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.

19. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya.So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah...

20. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.

Walau sekejam manapun perempuan,hatinyer bukan diperbuat daripada batu..
Hanya sekumpulan pasir.. Wic looks strong.. But,easily drown wen u just touch IT.. ;(
I've lost my LOVE on u!

Missing someone...

2010-10-23T06:15:00.000-07:00

aku merindui seseorang..
sungguh aku rindukan dia..

i noe it's just a normal feelingwhen we are a part

(or separated.or.broke up?)
from sumone who used to steal our heart..
who used to love us from his HEART

oh hati, tabahlah..
oh hati, kuatlah

So not inda mood =(

2010-10-23T00:40:00.000-07:00

So not in mood..
I kinda clumsy with myself..

whats goin on in my life.. Whats happening around me..
Are all like kinda weird..
Like Im not belongs here..

I just need an strong answer..
Will you be mine after all?
Or u still wana dra me to hell the years after?

Seriously Im willing to do anything for you..
Anything,That is not imposibble..
But,

Will you be mine?

Im getting FUCKED up each day...

2010-10-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

Tears didnt stop rolling down my cheek for the past years in my life..
I've been facing alot of heartache..
I've no words to explain every single things..

Im just fucking jealous with every single things..
When i see people out there..
I wonder whats wrong with myself?
Why am I not getting the same things and happiness as theirs?

3 years is too long..
Im missing HIM every seconds..
What eva i wanted.. I wished..
Always other people will get it..
As more hurting.. It will happen infront of my eyes..
Or to the people whose close to me..

I wanted some other person's LOVE..
But, Im getting different person's LOVE..
I craving for HIS cre.. But, Im getting someone else care..

:'( Im fucking sick of everyting..
If my faults have no forgiveness forever..

Let me fly and end up with GOD.. cors i know..
I couldn't bare that musch pain in my life..

I love u dearly..
I missing u badly..

Please,be mine..
I couldn't imagine even a life without YOU..

Smooth Life Path I own now..

2010-10-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

Kinda bord today.. :)
Altough Im having thousnnd of burdens and things to setle down behind..
I do stil feel bored..

Im HAPPY that atlast my finance problem came to a conclusion when I've made the way to studies finance..
Waiting 3 months is ain't a big thing.. I've waited quite a time for financial support.. Hope all goes on well.. I'll get my agreement after 3 months time of acccepting the finance aid..

Well,Im doing my level best in my studies.. I accept the fact that what Im doing.. I'll get it in return.. A new series in life where i start to agree n believe with karma.. What goes around comes back around.. So i wish to think twice before i come to a conclusion to go on with..

So far my result for my Sem 1 subjects :( Assignments n Assesments=TEST)

Anatomy's 1st ASSESMENT : 4.8/5
Physcology's 1st ASSIGNMENT : 4.0/5
Pathology's 1st ASSIGNMENT : 5/5 and the 2nd ASSIGNMENT : 4.5/5
Physiology's 1st ASSESMENT : 4.8/5 and the 2nd ASSESMENT : 5/5

So far,Im happy.. BUT i know i must put more effort in order to maintain a good performance overoll throughout the years till my FINAL YEAR's FINAL sem..
Its still a long way to go.. Nothing much Im expecting.. Just i dont wish to get Marks below 4.0.. I dont wana see 3.-- in my mark sheet.. The lowest i target is always 4.0.. And the highest would be 4.5

Currently looking forward towards my MID-SEM which falls on 26th-28th of OCT.. which is next week.. Im preparing quite well.. Will give all my best.. ANd i'll be on holidays for 10 days.. :) From 4th Oct till the 14th Oct.. Deepavali holidays cums together with my Mid-Sem break.. :D

And Im on owe of 2nd Assignment for Physiology on Humans Body Tissues.
And for Anatomy,its the 1st Assignment on Cartilages in Human Body.

Stil in search of info's.. Well Internet is not the only source since Im not getting much.. No much time to survey in National Library.. So,this Friday n Saturday i'll be in the College's Library.. Will pursue on all the notes regarding to my Assignments.

Well,Thats all for today. Feel as I've crapped alot here today..
And Im so tired.. Need a good rest so that i can give my full concentration in class tomorow.. :)
S0 Good Night to myself..

I ♥ the "FEELINGS" inside me now!

An Inspiring Moment..

2010-10-17T08:51:00.000-07:00

Well I was watching Vijay Awards 2009 show in channel 951 just nw..
It was just a normal Movie Awards show..
But it inspired me on something..

Im not sure why.. But it gaves a new strength motivation kinda feeling..
Im feeling useless.. I mean like at this age..
Rounding off 18.. I easilly fall sick..
Headache n Stomache is like a routine in my daily life..
Life would turn unprefect if i dont fall ill twice or thrice a week..

When,people out there are craving for food and money..
To help their family.. They work and studying together..
If im cursing myself on burdens of works.. n assignments..
With my own personal problems n so on.. How about this people who work like hell
and at the same time they do study 4 exams n do assignments..?

If they start to complain.. What would happen to their family n future?
I should appreciate.. Im rather so much better then this peoples..
I have a comfortable class to study with a gud enviroment n studying facilities at home..
While this people? If they began to argue to god?

I've read somewhere..
'If 100 peoplw goes to a quary n throw their problems IN it,Im preety sure aft seeing other's problem.. You would jump IN n grab back your'
Thats how cruel is our world n people's life now..
Dont stop in a place n give escuses for your mistakes..
Admit it and just go in your life..
Learn from mistakes..

Admiting something that u didnt do for a good sake is not gonna give u harm..
Somehow just happiness.. And it might change other people's mind too..

Stop regreting..
Stop giving excuses..
Stop delaying..
Stop every negative acts..

And move on in a postive way in LIFE..
Only you can make your life a better place o live.. No one else..!

My dekstop Wallpaper..

2010-10-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

Last time my Dekstop Wallpaper cannot be changed aft i shift to Windows 7 Ultimate..
Then recently send my lappy off to scan virus n clean..
Because it do hang up frequently..

So,the problem is caused my none genuine windows..
And i've been keeping all those viruses with me..
N raring them actively in my lappy..

So now it has been all cleared and Im using Kasperky(Jacky Chan) antivirus..
Bt Im stil on the trials version.. Its gonna end in 10 days more..
So soon I'l be activating on my Antivirus.. Its quite cheap actually..
Just rm60 per year.. I dont find it hard to subscribe it..
And furthermore its protection is really good.. (5/5)

So,aft that clearing session.. Im able to change my Dekstop Wallpaper now..
My current wallpaper now is..

Krishna ♥ Priya!

Bored on calming ownself...

2010-10-16T11:00:00.000-07:00

There are times when we feel appreciated.. so loved and cared..
Certain time we'll feel left off..
Altough wif our loved one around..
Its really hard to make people feel n undstand what exactly our words mean..
Moreover asking them to appreciate what we have done troughout and erase the past..
Bored on calming ownself..
Tired on people's teasing..

Please do remember my loved one..
Im like others too.. Im indeed weak inside altough i look brave outside..

Sincerely,
Priya Krishnan!

New items in Priya's closet.. =)

2010-10-16T09:03:00.000-07:00

Well Im too bored today..
I feel kinda insane for writting my blog troughout in Malay ol the time..
N ain't people's appreciation..
Im leaving on cause of Bahasa Melayu..

Well English goes as a major part in my life too..
Since Im in an English medium in class currently..
I wish to share my personal stuffs in English as on..

Dont think its because of u embrassd me..
Its because of me.. I dont wish to get embrassd anymore..
And learning n trying my level best to stop writing in short forms..
Since Im addicted to it n started using it on my exams as well..

So,ordinary life is a step to an extraordinary life..
Ain't am I correct?

Well,It was a preety bored day..
Spend with just myself..
In my lil room.. With my beloved lappy..
Uncleaned and quite a messy room..
I find myself very lazy to clean nor keep it clean..
Well i do just wish most of the tmies..
Ain't good in keeping my wish..

Lately,Im hoping to see some changes in my life..
Well i did bought some new stuffs on my Health n Skincare..
Took about an hour in Watsons last week on purchasing this items..

Wish I had spend more time..
Because I don't wanna end up buying unnessasry things..
I wanted to purchase on good quality n cheap products..

I am happy with what i brought back home with me..
These are the new items in Priya's closet..

Nivea cream =)

Dental floss =)

Hand n Foot Cream =)

Baby oil.. =)

Fair & Lovely.. =)

Vaseline Lotion for dry skin =)

COBRA's perfume.. =)

Garnier's Deodarant =)

Alhamdulilaah...~

2010-10-14T08:54:00.000-07:00

Macam dah lama x blOgging..
dah lama x update blog kesayangan aq nie..

HUHU.. dashyat idop aq skarang nie..
hehe.. PACK abes ngan asignment2 yg melambak..

sampai aq nak cuci muka pOwn x sempat..
pagi2 bgun.mandi,gosok gigi..
trus gi class..
x mOre fair n lovely.. bedak pown x sentuh da..

coz setiap mlm mesti tido kol 3am.. paling awal pown 2am..
bukan aq seowang jer.. ampir separuh klas.. Nie la akit buat asignm,ent last minute..

asignment Physio nie atleast kena ada 40pg.. aq bagi 45pg jer..
tue pown cam dah sparuh mati..
skrang aq ader asignment Physio 2 yg perlu disiapkn..
kena antar 25 nie..

Week MId Term aq.. atleast klau ader asignment jer x pe..
nie ader Assesment jugak... Test2 dlm klas..
Markah dibawa sbgai pointer sampai ke FINAL tahown 3 tok mereka puratakan..

HUHU =)
stakat nie aq quite happy dgn mark2 aq..
n aq x puas hati sgt la.. stil nak cuba sedaya upaya tok yg lebih baek..
klau owang len boleh.. asal aq x leh..
aq pun ader benda yg sama seperti mereka..
mungkin anya rupa bentuk n situasi yg berlainan
selain dari tue.. segala jenis otak n wayar2 dlm otak nie sama jer..

Dier boleh,aq pOwn BOLEHLAH!!
*pOyh sudah*

So aq punya Patho.. Asignment 1 dpt 5/5
yg kedua dpt 4.5/5
Asesment tok Patho blum ader lagi.. miggu dpn baru ader.

Physiolgy plak.. Asignment 1 baru antar ari nie.. markh x taw..
Tp asesment aq dpt 4.8/5.. * tinggi dlm klas n cohort/batch aq*
Asignment 2 antar 25t n TEst2 aq esok.. Isnin baru taw marah doh..

Physcology exam pown blum.. Asignment punya mrk dier x nak bagitaw doh..
padahal dua2 dah antar..

n tOk anantomy 1st Asesment esk..
asignment sumer2 dier x bagi lagi.. Lecturer nie.. kau seminggu 3 hari kals..
dier masuk 1 klas jer.. 2 lagi mesti dier meeting n owang laen amik alih..
mcm nie baek x yah jadi lecturer..
nanti kan last minute sblm final sem1 dier akn bagi keempat2 asignment skali..
Teruk VersiOn 2.0 nie!

dah bykaq membebel rasanyer..
nak tido.. baru lepas ulangkji tok Physiolgy n Anatmy..
esOk Asesment..
Harap2 dpt jawab dengan baik..

Insya Allah.. hOping 4 a good result.. i target both papers with 4.5 each..
:) Lets c wat cums for ME.. klau x sampai target,maksudnyer x cukup effort..
kena usaha lagi.. klau sampai.. ALhamdulilah... Cuba lebih baik n teruskan prestasi skrg.. :)

Gardasil Vaksin Pertama Cegah Kanser Serviks

2010-10-08T09:41:00.000-07:00

Wanita kini mampu menarik nafas lega apabila buat pertama kalinya di dunia, vaksin mencegah kanser serviks (pangkal rahim) telah pun diluluskan oleh Pentadbiran Makanan dan Ubat-ubatan (FDA)

Pendek kata, tiada lagi wanita yang sepatutnya menderita ataupun mati kerana penyakit kanser serviks.

Dilesenkan di bawah nama Gardasil, vaksin keluaran Merck & Co. Inc. itu menawarkan mereka yang berumur di antara sembilan hingga 45 tahun dengan perlindungan yang tidak pernah dinikmati oleh ibu-ibu mereka. Dan bagi lelaki 9 hingga 26 tahun (jika tak silap, hehe!)

Pakar-pakar perubatan antarabangsa menyifatkannya sebagai kemajuan paling pesat dalam bidang kesihatan wanita yang dicapai beberapa tahun kebelakangan ini.

Justeru, tidak hairanlah Gardasil disebut-sebut bakal menempa tiket sebagai vaksin yang sangat popular kelak.

Masakan tidak. Ia merupakan vaksin yang julung kalinya dihasilkan dalam sejarah tamadun manusia, disasarkan khusus untuk mencegah daripada faktor risiko kanser yang paling digeruni sejak sekian lama.

Gardasil bukan sahaja terbukti menghalang kejadian kanser serviks dari peringkat akar umbinya lagi dan menghentikannya sebelum pun sempat membuka langkah pertamanya.

Tetapi, menariknya juga, ia melindungi daripada sejenis lagi penyakit yang ditularkan oleh hubungan kelamin (STD), iaitu ketuat alat kelamin dan lagi bonus, kanser faraj dan vulva (genitalia luar perempuan).

Pakar Perbidanan dan Sakit Puan, pusat perubatan swasta di Pulau Pinang, Dr. Suresh Kumarasamy berkata, vaksin berkenaan melindungi wanita daripada jangkitan empat jenis strain virus papiloma manusia (HPV) yang menjadi punca utama kanser serviks.

“Dua daripada strain berkenaan iaitu HPV-16 dan HPV-18 dipercayai bertanggungjawab terhadap 70 peratus kejadian kanser serviks di kalangan wanita.

“Sementara itu, dua lagi strain yang dilindungi oleh vaksin ini adalah HPV-6 dan HPV-11, yang menyebabkan 90 peratus penyakit ketuat alat kelamin,” katanya ketika dihubungi Mingguan Malaysia.

Malah, ujian klinikal melaporkan keberkesanan Gardasil mencapai 100 peratus dalam perlindungan strain HPV-16 dan HPV-18 di kalangan wanita yang belum terdedah kepada jangkitannya.

Ia juga selamat digunakan kerana tidak menggunakan virus hidup sebaliknya menggunakan virus persis partikel (sarung kosong yang diletakkan dengan partikel-partikel yang telah dirangsang imunitinya pada bahagian luaran.)

Seks Pertama

Adalah penting untuk memberikan suntikan vaksin ini sebelum wanita melakukan hubungan seks buat kali pertama bagi menjamin keberkesanannya.

FDA telah meluluskan Gardasil untuk kegunaan wanita berusia di antara sembilan hingga 26 tahun kerana pada peringkat umur ini, sistem imun mereka diaktifkan sebelum terdedah dengan kemungkinan dijangkiti HPV.

Peringkat umur tersebut juga berada pada tahap antibodi tertinggi berbanding jika mereka menerima suntikan berkenaan ketika telah melepasi usia 15 tahun.

Ia diberikan melalui tiga dos suntikan dalam tempoh enam bulan. Dos kedua hendaklah diambil selepas dua bulan menerima dos yang pertama, disusuli dos ketiga selepas enam bulan menerima dos pertama.

Sehingga kini, kata Dr. Suresh, vaksin berkenaan didapati berkesan sekurang-kurangnya bagi tempoh empat tahun tanpa dos penggalak.

Penyelidikan berterusan sedang dijalankan bagi menentukan dengan tepat jangka panjang perlindungannya menentang jangkitan HPV dengan hanya vaksinasi awal, selain sama ada dos penggalak masih diperlukan selepas itu.

Gardasil bagaimanapun tidak melindungi daripada kesemua penyebab kanser serviks. Terdapat kira-kira 100 strain HPV di luar sana dan Gardasil melindungi wanita daripada virus yang paling jahat, dan bukan satu-satunya virus.

Selain sejumlah besar HPV yang ada, vaksin itu tidak dicipta untuk merawat penyakit tetapi untuk melindungi daripada jangkitan dan bukannya yang telah pun terdedah kepada HPV.

Oleh itu, ujian penyaringan kanser serviks merangkumi pemeriksaan pelvis dan Pap Smear tidak boleh dipinggirkan sama sekali meskipun telah mendapat suntikan.

Ia membolehkan kanser dikesan di peringkat awal malah rawatan boleh diberikan sebelum pertumbuhan kanser tersebut. Ini telah terbukti dapat mengurangkan perebakan kanser sebanyak 90 peratus.

Vaksin tersebut tidak bertujuan menggantikan ujian saringan seperti Pap Smear dan pemeriksaan pelvis secara berkala bagi mengesan kanser dan lesi prakanser yang mungkin disebabkan oleh jenis-jenis lain HPV.

Walaupun HPV lebih sinonim dengan kaum wanita, namun tidak bermakna lelaki boleh tersenyum riang kerana ia boleh menular melalui hubungan seks dan menyebabkan penyakit ketuat alat kelamin di kalangan mereka.

Buat masa ini, Gardasil masih belum diluluskan untuk penggunaan jantina lawan namun usaha sedang dilakukan oleh pembuatnya ke arah itu.

Gardasil dijangka berada di klinik-klinik doktor Amerika Syarikat menjelang penghujung bulan ini juga, dan gergasi farmaseutikal berkenaan sedang memohon kelulusan yang sama di seluruh dunia.

Dr. Suresh berkata, saban tahun, hampir 500,000 wanita mendapat status ‘penghidap kanser serviks baru’ di seluruh dunia dan lebih separuh daripada mereka gagal diselamatkan.

“Berdasarkan laporan kedua Daftar Kanser Negara, sebanyak 1,557 kes baru kanser serviks dikesan di negara ini pada tahun 2003, kanser pembunuh kedua di kalangan wanita selepas payu dara.

“Di kalangan wanita tempatan, kebanyakan kes kanser serviks berlaku di kalangan mereka yang berumur di antara 40 hingga 50 tahun, umur yang sedang membesarkan anak-anak,” katanya.

Dianggarkan, kadar kejadian atau insiden penyakit kanser serviks ini di Malaysia adalah di antara 20.1 hingga 30.0 bagi setiap 100,000 wanita.

Ia boleh berlaku di kalangan semua bangsa tetapi wanita Cina mempunyai insiden yang lebih tinggi berbanding wanita Melayu dan juga India.

Sebab terjadinya demikian masih tidak dapat diketahui dan memerlukan penyelidikan yang lebih lanjut.

Tiada lagi wanita yang perlu menderita dan mati kerana penyakit kanser serviks.

Apa Itu Kanser Serviks?

Serviks dirujuk kepada apa sahaja struktur yang berbentuk seperti leher. Serviks uteri membawa maksud leher uterus. Ia merupakan sebahagian dari rahim yang membuka ke arah faraj.

Kanser pangkal rahim atau serviks adalah sejenis penyakit di mana terdapatnya sel-sel kanser di dalam pangkal rahim seseorang wanita.

Penyebab

Walaupun banyak penyelidikan telah dijalankan bagi menentukan penyebab bagi kanser pangkal rahim, namun sebab-sebab yang khusus masih belum ditemui.

HPV dianggap sebagai punca utama bagi kanser pangkal rahim setakat ini.

Jangkitan virus ini adalah merupakan faktor risiko yang utama bagi kanser pangkal rahim mengatasi faktor-faktor risiko yang lain yang telah diketahui.

Faktor Risiko

- Memiliki banyak pasangan seks

- Memulakan hubungan seks pada usia muda

- Tidak menggunakan kondom semasa melakukan hubungan seks

- Anda atau pasangan mendapat jangkitan ketuat alat kelamin

- Pernah dijangkiti virus papiloma manusia, terutamanya daripada jenis 16818

- Merokok

- Latar belakang sosioekonomi yang rendah.

Gejala

- Lelehan faraj yang tidak normal

- Pendarahan dari faraj yang tidak normal di antara waktu haid, selepas melakukan hubungan seks, kesakitan semasa haid dan juga selepas putus haid

- Sakit belakang

- Hilang selera makan dan berat badan menurun

- Mengalami masalah membuang air kecil dan air besar

- Sakit di bahagian pelvis biasanya merupakan gejala yang lewat.

Pencegahan

- Amalkan cara hidup yang lebih sihat; berhenti merokok dan amalkan pemakanan yang sihat

- Amalkan hubungan seks yang sihat

- Segera berjumpa doktor sekiranya anda mengalami sebarang pendarahan faraj yang tidak normal

- Jalanilah ujian saringan secara kerap.

Pap Smear boleh dilakukan di tempat-tempat berikut:

- Klinik kerajaan dan juga swasta

- Hospital kerajaan / swasta

- Klinik kesihatan keluarga

- Lembaga Penduduk dan Pembangunan Keluarga Negara (LPPKN)

- Institut Kebangsaan Persatuan Perancang Keluarga

- Klinik pakar perbidanan dan sakit puan

- Pusat Kanser Kebangsaan.

nak tengok tak gambar wart (ketuat), dan cancer servik??? tapi memang gambar tak menyelerakan, terima kasih, sapa nak makan dinner di sarankan tidak melihat gambar :)

ni gmabar serviks yang normal...boleh bla lagi kan..dan bawahnya adalah yang dah tak boleh bla..

uhuk2, geli kan..dan bawah ini adalah ketuat pada ehem2 lelaki dan perempuan..

fuh, aku memang sangat geli ok, so aku merayu kat korang, sila cucuk vaksin ini, tak mahal mana pun, tak payah cucuk setiap tahun, cuma cucuk 3 kali dos sahaja, maksudnya di sini,

kalau korang amik 1st dos pada bulan januari, second dos harus di ambil pada bulan march, dan 3rd dose pada bulan jun, begitu..dan tak perlu amik lagi sampai bila2, dan korang tak akan dapat ketuat macam yang kat atas ni...sebab, bila korang dah pernah dapat ketuat, sampai bila2 ketuat tu still akan ada kat situ...lepas baik akan ada balik, macam tu la...scary tak????

nak tau harga? sila email saya..hahahaha! poyos gila...tapi berita BAIK, BUDAK-BUDAK BAWAH 13 TAHUN BOLEH AMBIL SECARA PERCUMA, KERAJAAN ADALAH SUPPORT TAPI BUKAN PAKAI BRAND GARDASIL, DIA PAKAI YANG MURAH SIKIT, NAMANYA CERVARIX.. :)

tak kesah la kan, asalkan kita protect diri kita sebelum nak merawatnya, lagi mahal tak terkata, lepas tu nak menanggung sakit lagi..kan...

Program Diet maseh ON..

2010-10-02T21:45:00.001-07:00

dah lama x citer sal prOgram Diet Priya kan?
hehex..

bukan lupa yer.. ia masih on proses.. dah sebulan lebih i x sentuh NASI..
tapi x nampak changes sgt2 la..
mungkin sbb x de exercise kOwt..
bukan aq x nak buat..
tp masa x menizinkan..

terlalu padat 24jam dlm sehari aq..
sO stakat nie yg berubah..

saiz punggung dulu 108cm
skrg hanya 99cm yer..

saiz perut plak dulu 97cm
skarang anya 89cm..

berat plak InsyaAllah dah turun 2 kg..
dari 69kg ke 66.sumtng2 la..
:)

Gembira aq..
Jeans n baju2 lama ader yg dah leh sarung balik..
x sabar nak turunkan lagi..

berkobar2 semangat aq..
target nak kurang sampai 60kg..

n dlm 3 tahown nak capai berat ideal 55kg..
kiter tgk yer..
InsyaAllah,dengan semangat x berputus asa n
carayg betul,saya pasti dapat mencapai matlamat sy..

aq lebih TENANG disisi ALLAH~

2010-10-02T11:10:00.000-07:00

aq bru lik umah nie..
penat sgt.. seharian kat kedai mak..

mcm nak patah tulang vetebrae aq..
ader 2 asignment x siap lagi..
mula pOwn blum.. aq cuba buat tym kat shOp mak aq..
tp lighting nyer menyakitkan mata..
so ari nie.. bersamaan ngan 5oct10,aq kena siapkan 1 asignment pathO n
revise tOk 2 subjek..

24jam btul2 x cukup buat aq..
den lupa nak citer.. aq dah tukar nO bru..
dari DG ke DG juga..
tapi DiGi easy sOmting..
ONI 4 students.. :)

dier sama cam DiGi campus jugak..
cuma dier leh kOl secare percuma tOk 3 owang sajer..
kena SET 3 numbr DiGi cam set nO FNF,pas2 unlimited ar..
free CALL n SMS kpd 3 nOmbr tue slama2nyer

aq x bagi sapa2 nOmbr nie..
anya family aq..
kwn pOwn nak bgi yg dlm cOrz aq sajer..

BAGI kwn2 yg pernah ader nO aq..
klau x bagi nO aq skrg.. jgn slh anggp..
aq bukan aper..
juz x nak kacOw idOp kOrang..
x nak ulang balik memOri2 lama..

kadang2.. masa,envirOment buat kiter windu ngan idOp yg lama..
aq x nak i terjadi dlm idOp aq..
biarlah apa2 terjadi pada aq..
aq juz gembira ngan apa yg aq sedng lalui..

sO,maafkn aq..
kiter anya berhubung di alam maya nie sajer..
tanpa kata.. tanpa pamitan..
biar hanya kebisuaan yg bermaharaja dlm idOp aq..

aq sudah x kisah,bagi aq..
aq TENANG sebegini.. idOp yg simple..
dgn keluarga.. kwn2.. n paling penting skli pelajaran..

aq gembira..
terima kasih ALLAH..
aq sedar,disebalik kesemua sakitan..
aq berasa lebih tenang..

wOmen getting BZ =]

2010-10-01T07:05:00.000-07:00

ari yg TERLALU memenatkan..
diulang semula.. TERLALU yer..

adoOi.. klaz start kOl 9am ari nie..
nak wat2 lupa pOwn x leh.. dh infOrm my mum awal2..
tp sbb jamn yg cam B**I tue..
aq sampai klas dlm kOl 920am jer..
yg lawak nyer.. sparuh klas maseh kOsong.. n Mr.Sanjay pOwn x sampai lagi..
dier masOk kals pOwn kOl 945am jer..

aq dOk borak2 ngan memba n aq tgk sumer buat asgnment..
yelar kena pass up ari nie kan..
nak rest sOk2 pown x leh..
ada asgnment tOk PATHALOGY yg kena send ari ISNIN nie..
adoOi.. dah tue ader lg 1 asgnment PHYSIOLOGY..
dlm 70pg cam tue dier nak.. sumer tulis tangan plak tue..

*asgment 1 4 physcOlogy*

aq rasa x lama lagi akn ada penyakit br nama 'writingSIS'
yg disebabkan oleh mendalah menulis asgment nie..

ader ESSAY english tOk dipass up..
aduh,aru biru idOp aq..
lupa nak ckp..

aq dah change brOadband dari celcOm tue DIGI dgn jayanyer..
Alhamdulilah,DiGi punye tenet mmg bagus laenNyer..

sOkaa aq gunaa..
esOk nak kena gi kedai..
tOolong mak sambil buat asgnment n prOposal essay BI..
tajuk essay nyer..

'Assignment shOuld b banned in Unirvesities'
agree or disagree.. wif acceptable pOints!

den tym break kami iaitu aq,cheelO,shalu n bavani gi makan dulu..
aq makan rOti ngan butter.. mak aq kasi..
den kami berangkat ke bank BSN.. amik duit masing2.. bukan aq aq.. mereka jer..
den kami gi pOs malaysia n beli setem hasil 2 keping tok yg biasiswa tue!
1 setem hasil berharga rm10.. huhu =[ kena li 2 plak tue..

den on d way balik gi bank IN rm50 yg aq save minggu nie n mgu lepas dlm akaun MAYBAnk aq
leh plak dah tggu dlm Q.. dah sampai turn aq.. aq x taw nak masOkkan kad kat mane..
jadi clOwn jap kat situ.. dah la ramai owang..
tue lar.. pernh amik jer.. x pernah kuarkan..
sO minta assitnce sana ajar aq.. sO dier pown ckp ar.. buat cam nie... cam nie..
aq fOlow jer..
janji dah masOk rm50 dlm bank..

pas2 kami balik klas.. pack2 beg sumer.. n
gi Wisma Hang Sam.. dkt ngan kOlej kasturi..
gi tgkat 2.. Hall C..keteranganier ..
punya lar lama sampai dh nak kOl 6pm taw.. dari kOl 3pm dOh..
klaz aq patOt abes kOl 5pm taw.. sejam dah lebih dr waktu biasa..
bOntot pown dah smacam dOk atas bangku tue..

pas2 amik bas n truz balik umah.. mandi2..
faceboOking *kemestian
den blOging plak skrg..

pas nie zZzzzZz...
den esOk tym aq mmg pack..
smakin BZ pOmpuan sOwang nie.. =D

huhu *_*

'Mr.P♥K'

2010-09-30T08:09:00.001-07:00

sy buat menda nie kat CM ari nie..

rm3.40..

minta diskaun 0.40.. sO bayar rm3 jer..

cOmel kan.. syg yg pilih2 menda nie dari byk2 shape kat si2..

sy x taw asal sy wat menda nie..

walaupOwn berbuih mulut ckp dat 'perasan dh mati la'

'itulah nielah'

tp sejujurnyer hati nie mash terpaut erat kat dier..

x semudah pertama kali melepaskan seseowang..

mungkin terlalu mengharap..

terlalu mencintai..

apa2 pOwn.. atleast u STAY wif me foreva yer

'Mr.P♥K'

Asignment yg pertama.. =D

2010-09-23T22:02:00.000-07:00

ari nie ari Jumaat..
sO maksudnyer ari nie sy ada break 3jam..
lamakan2.. huhu.. =D
nie yg beshh sgt nie..

tp disebkan kami telah diberi Asignment yg pertama tOk Physcology..
sO x dpt nak njoOy sgt2..
nie aq kat CC.. budak yg sunggh malang..
tue lah aq.. ader lappy n enet.. tapi dOk terpacak kat CC jugak..
sebabnyer.. Tenet aq dah kena sawan agakyer..

bayar rm98 tiap2 bulan.. tp kena juga sakit2 sawan cam nie..
sabar jer lah.. geram2.. :)
setengah jam rm1.50..
sejam rm3 dOh..

buat habis duit aq jer.. aq dah nekad tOk cancel tenet aq..
baik amik yg murah.. kena sawan pOwn xde ar skt ati sgt..
mungkn nak amik DiGi lepas nie..
aq dengar bagus jer LINE dier..

sO.. tajuk Asignment PhyscOlogy pertama aq adalh..
Tajuk: Classical ConditiOning n Operant ConditiOng
Date: 23 sept 10
Submission Date: 1oct 10

sO,aq sepatutnyer dah mula asignment okie.. *tp blum lagi...
den 7th Oct 10 ader Test 1 tOk physiOlogy.. sblum tue mungkn lecturer tue akn bagi asgnment..
haru biru idOp aq diwatnyer.. dah lar nak pindah umah lagi..
aduhaai.. apa2 la aq nak buat.. =D

n hubungan aq n SI DIA mcm biasa sajer..
dier masa SINGLE.. n aq plak tergantung..
wat eva it is.. hOping 4 d BESH in ma LIFE...

lepas x taw dah biler leh update..
adoOi kesian aq.. naseb2.. sOb3..

Tata.. nak gi wat asignment sudah. =D

Wat a day....

2010-09-21T11:13:00.000-07:00

dah lama x pOst *padahal baru dua ari..
huhuhu..

lain tenet cam ***I..
aq rasa ciput babi pOwn jalan laju sikit kOwt..
mencii! biar mampOs kO.. aq nak terminate sudah..

biarkan ceghita tue..kang aq dOk merepek cam mak nenek lagi..
2nd day clas.. tersgt2 besh.. sbb periOd pagi x de lecturer.. dier dah pegi CPT camp..
tym break dOk dlm class shj.. dengar2 lagu sambil buat revisiOn..

tepat kOl 1pm Sir Yohan masOk.. dier alih tempt Miss Anis tOk sem nie..
huhu (^.^)
kira dier ajar sepanjng 3 bulan nie.. sampai bulan disember.. pas2 dier nak kuar sudh..
mau sambung belajar in Masters itseems..

den dier sambg yg Miss Aniss ajar.. aq lagi suka klau Yohan ajr.. cOz leh clear dOubts n dier byk guna English dari Miss Aniss yg byk guna BM..
den dier bagi test1 plak esOk.. nie yg payah nie..
dah hafal n faham2kan sebyk yg leh.. lepas nie ol kat tgn yOhan..
hahahax.. =D

kesian aq kan.. buat lawak sendiri.. pas2 gelak pOwn sOwang2..
naseb2.. den ari nie pOwn tym balik kOnduktOr bus 2 x amik duit dari aq..
sO aq save rm4 ari nie.. rm2 pagi,n rm2 ptg..
baek abg kOnduktOr tue.. =D

naseb baek cecking inspektOr tue x mashOk..
makan rOti whOlemeal jer..

aq dah kurang 1kg dlm masa 2 minggu..
*bangga sikit jer kOwt..bukit..

ari nie pOwn ada persalahfahaman sikit.. aduuii.. x sabar2 nak abes 3 tahOwn nie..
kadang2 rasa besh.. kadang2 mcm kat neraka..
syg2 lah jugak.. tp..
biar lah.. salah aq jugak semuanyer..
campur tOlak darab bahagi..
sampai pOwn equatiOn nyer.. EQUAL!

cuma yg beza aq bagi dier sakit hati sumer sekaligus..
dier bagi aq sikit2.. tue jer..
aq juz pOhon kat Tuhan supaya aq diberi lebih ketabahan n kesabaran tOk harungi sumer nie..

n goOd luck 2maself 4 test 2mOrro..
=D

p/s : sOk mungkin pegi P.Kapital tym lik,nak cuba usah2 n tanya2 sal celcOm centre. Perang Dunia Ke-2 sOk..

x pe.. atleast aq nampak hasil.. sikit2 lama2 jadi b

berubah hati sudah...

2010-09-17T08:59:00.000-07:00

sangt rajin menaip ari nie..
moOd: maseh windu tahap bagan sama SI DIA..

aq sudh bertukar hp..
dari Blakberry 9700 ke Sony Ericsson Naite.. :)
kaler putih.. LIMITED editiOn..

*beginilah rupa enset aq,sebijik cam nie*

sgt selesa mengunakanyer..
keypad yg x menyakitkan..
n aq plak smakin suka ngan kaler putih skrg nie..

dari kasut,getah rambut,beg tgn sumer nk putih..
x cam dulu.. ampir kesemua brg aq itam.. *sebijik cm tuanyer*
sekeyh kang senget truz kepla nanti.. :) aq cOklat okie.. *cover2*
dah2.. tue jer sal teman aq skrg.. =D

Tika RINDU menjerut tangkai hati..

2010-09-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

sakitnyer hati bila windu dtg mengetuk tangkai ati nie..
mcm nak pecah gegendang telinga mendengar peperangn di dalam..

SI DIA aq tue demam..
sakit seharian baring n tidO jer..
errrm.. makan,telan ubat tidO..
pastu bgun makan,telan ubat tidO..

kesian dier.. ;'(
klau leh nak amik semua kesakitan dier tue..
atleast separuh?
ermm.. adil lah skt Tuhan ooi..
asyik dier jer kO bagi sumer kesusahn.. sy nak wat apa?
x kan tukang tgk jer..

dah nak ampir2 setahun aq kenal dier..
18oct10 nanti genap setahun aq kenal dier..
n 8nOv plak genap setahOwn kami menyulan kasih..

begitu cepat sumer telah berlalu..
mungkin agak sukar bagi SI DIA melupakanyer..
begitu jua aq syg..

klau meningati kembali..memang INDAH belaka ampir kesemua memOri yg KAMI cipta bersama..
tetapi,
ada juga memOri yg pahit bagai HEMPEDU..yg dimana kepahitanyer telah menelam ampir kesemua manisan yg KAMI garip bersama..

Kini anya tinggal..sekeping HATI WANITA.. bersama cebisan2 memOri indah..
serta,
sekeping HATI LELAKI yg bagai batu sekeras-kerasnyer..

Tetapi,aq amat YAKIN..
sekeras mana pun HATImu wahai LELAKI..
akn aq mencairkanyer dengan KEHENDAK2mu..

akn aq mengulang ampir kesemua memOri indah yg kita cipta bersama..
perhubungan mana yg tiada arus dn badai?
x terkecuali jugak la perhubungan KAMI..
aq YAKIN..

teramat YAKIN..
Jikalau cintaKU benar,KAU akn menjadi hanya milik aq..
anya aq..

Berilah aq masa secukupnyer tOk membuktikan pada diriMU..
yg bahawa aq perempuan yg KAU inginkan..
KAU cintai..
KAU perlukan..
KAU dambakan..
aq akn pastikan nie berlaku CINTAku..